rage in windy 2011, whirling hope in new spring 2012.
dreamed of my parents and new workplace pal.^my passed parents appeared in my dream, they urged me to make new social circles. in dawn dreamed my workplace introduced new assignment, and my colleague is smart and from privileged family.Its now a brilliant morning. peace and fragrence in air of bliss. son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, will accompany his mom visit her hometown, a 2 hours' train journey. he tried so lots to satisfy his mom, including her silliness. i hope his way forever Mighty and sane. the family of trinity should be so and rightly lasting graceful. bye, my girls here, u see me in our family soon ahead.
a mean while meaningful lunar Spring Festival.^naughty son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 in 2012 lunar Spring Festival. family gathered for the lunar holiday even his dad, benzrad 朱子卓 received a much meaner bonus from his office, among the happy season. we dined in his grandma's house, after they invited earnestly me joining. It's a pale morning now. a lots of cracks outside of my QRRS dorm, likely according lunar calendar properly or customes. it had supposed by me that without canteen i will live hard meal, but fortunately my son's mom offered some dinners when i went over to play pc games with him. its a mean holiday, for first time in recent years QRRS, my long time employer and a SOE, offered me a cheap bonus of ￥1000 while my expectation is ￥5000. so baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲's seasonal gift, a kindle touch, gone in the wind of broken word. but we still found fun among pc games. he independently completed pc game "Scooby-Doo! First Frights", which brought him elations. in solitary in my dorm, i longer longing my girls, my coming Royal China. It's not case of reality nor illusion, but faith in God and history in and by Holy Spirit. God, bring us dell game desktop and e-ink reader for son, warrenzh 朱楚甲,hope of China, God of Universe.
dreamed of new life in my Royal China.^ in dawn a detailed dream experiences giving birth of my 2nd son with my girl, my wife. raising him is so rewarding&blessing. experienced my aging, too. It's a pale morning, after found my notebook hardware not powerful enough for quite some pc games last night. God, don't miss our seasonal gift! also show my girls that complete me in one that I'm ready for our new family ahead now! show the world the sainity and purity of Royal China untouchable savagely.
echo of grace.^It's a marvelous day, for the on time Holy Spirit, for the grand gathering/dinning after settled to improve my gears for pc games, namely, a 4 ports usb hub, with son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China. the date from perception to reality precisely blessed: it's Jan 11, 2012, lunar Dec 18. i had doubting if i should visit my son, who in vacation and alone for 3 days. i worried about absent gift can upset our reunite, worried China surveillance can find fault against my lodging in the QRRS dorm among my frequent leaves over. after noon i had the idea to equip my Acer notebook, whose 2 usb ports ill-working for overused, with a usb hub. while my purse empty, i felt humble to ask loan from the dorm canteen operator as i did several times ago, even in short term. but son's timely buzz in relaxed me. i got all my longings before my son gladly received me. we played pc games as usual, and enjoyed a lot. then i suggested to treat him and his mom to dine out. in the newly open pub, we had a good time, recorded partially in the album referred. his mom suggested me support our son to have a pair of new shoes, to replace the wrecked one. with the heavenly gift from loan, i admitted. on bed in dorm, i hardly to sleep, for the gospel day any praying mind-eye can see. when i woke up in dawn, i saw the bright full moon staring me through the window, like the serene shows in eyes of Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen of Royal China from Japan.God, bring my girls, my Royal China sooner in the new year! that's the meaning in the bright day and messaging bristle under the sky.
Now is January of 2012.^ It's a sunny morning when I sorted these photos of my son's mom's family gathering&dinning yesterday. in this celebrating season of Chinese, I had to be anxious about my dinners from time to time, for canteen nearby all will go to vacation in coming lunar year end. where is my family, God? I also felt unease for my promised seasonal gift for my son, Hope of China, God of Universe, a kindle touch for his reading experience. He read and watch a lot independently, and that chores damaged more or less his eye sight. I already equipped him a pair of glasses. God, empower me with the wonderful gear and merry lunar new year! God, u know!
Heavenly message from my son.^first time my son enjoyed bathing in the public bathroom. singing God for his saving me from mistaken emotion with the northeastern tribal. thx God saves me from waste in void of cursed envy. God, empower me to be determined and act prompt, blesses my Royal of China untouchable in sanity. God, save my girls from shifts, and so do I.Today is also a sunny day since son returned to his mom's house with my companion after a night ported in my QRRS dorm. I tried to setup tank combat games on his computer as he asked. when his mom sugested our hanging out for lunch, we immersed in winter sunshine in leaps and yells. It's can't be any other day but blessed one.