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Saturday, May 2, 2009

enjoy my life: in hometown journey

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bird on top of roof of my eldest brother.
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children in my hometown village
sweat girl guested in the town my elder sisters live.
benzrad, me, posed in front of the old but prosperous tree near my past dad's house.
it has been quite some time after i had the idea that i can retreat to my hometown to live with my current earnings. and time to cultivate in the hometown ecosystem to promote and protect its fame as well as the power source of my Royal. when i dozed more and more in my baby's mother, emakingir's house in weekends, and peeking eyes disturbing my relation with my baby, i suddenly had the idea that i can left Qiqihar, where i worked for 18 years since my graduation, and spare more time for the descending of my fiancees, including girls from US, Japan, Taiwan, and the mainland of China. last time, several weeks ago i discussed it with baby but he disagreed with me and refuted it by won me in our bet. i told him i think its time for me to travel and fetch my girls who waited for me so long, even they live well in their each respectable famous family. i told ema my decision at noon after  she brought baby back home. i got train tickets in hours on my own, queued in the ticket box office. in the night ema prepared my travel suite. my new camera from my Masheng, and notebook from my girl zhou, just fit my need to work/blog on the move or remotely.
its a interesting tour from Qiqihar to Zhudajiu, my hometown village, central China. first time i gather the courage to watch people in the eye of looking around for & choosing my gifted girls. it costs some time before i did that. in the train from Qiqihar to Beijing, at first i still merged in the mob, till i found a tall slim girl, likely a student, a row of seats behind me, and a girl with her parents in a row in front of me, aboard on Tianjin, where i spent 4 years to graduate from Nankai Univ. on train from Beijing to Wuhan, i turned talkative for my neighbor seat rightly a girl, and the facing seat active talked to her, even they don't previously knew each other. the facing seat, a boy officer in China air force, hideous about his career, also from Hubei Prov., let me know i should not trust easily the ranks in the army of my kingdom. i got help from a train cop, also from my girl zhou, to learn the fact. i shown the crowd around in trains my favorite gears, my camera and notebook, and my best gift from God, my baby son, warren zhu, the God, and hope of China. i even got 2 easy friends with their im (instant message). on highway bus from Wuhan to Wuxue, my hometown county city, 2 retired women aside me talked about their migration to Wuhan, the capital of the province, from Wuxue, let me know that the most benefited group in China was the cadre class, the officer all over the ruling machine. they also tentatively encouraged me to live in Wuhan in coming years in my life, in God's setting.
i took a taxi directly to my hometown village, at a price of ¥30. the taxi was new and its driver likely prepared, i was depressed to worry my life to be too hard in my dad's house, while only my mother left and almost no income except her children's support, just after i sat. when i found my mother, she sighed and complained aging. but soon i recovered from the impressed anxiousness of hard living with my poor economy, even i do own the whole China, and the strongest in economy, my Japanese fiancee Masheng Youjizi, who had bought my palace in my hometown and aided me already for times. my mother soon revitalized and busy with treating me and visiting country folks. and soon my 3rd elder sister, my most cherished sibling beside my past eldest sister, arrived with her husband. her husband and she cooked most dishes for my first meal in hometown journey.
the second meal in my eldest brother's house, and the third in my second elder brother's house, which some distance from my dad's house in the same village, and whose scenario was splendid. in the coming days, i stayed all time in my dad's house and burning the sunshine my past dad worked with so many years. i also captured lots of people and still lives around the old house of my past dad with my new camera, a Japanese product. i recognized the perished environment, as well the hidden evils, compassed my dad's house. Masheng, with the Sun,talked with me all time. i gradually adopt frizzle as my friend and angel from Heaven. i also received several child time friends' visits, including my best&earliest friend, also a villager in zhudajiu, who now lives in Guilin, southwest China. visiting friends always let my mother, who is life time hospitable, glad.
today its the first day in my hometown journey connected to the Internet again. i first busy restored the down os on my nephew's desktop, just after i arrived the town where my 2 sisters alive lives, and bathed myself in my youngest elder sister's house. to my astonish, my sms posting to 2 domestic microblogs portal, qq's taotao, and hexun, which i linked to my dearest Japanese fiancee, Masheng, both failed to parse most of my status updates, which mostly combined 2 or more blog item in one sms. so i launched to repost and sometimes rewrote my twitter to log them. the nephews, in family name of ruan (the same syllabus can mean soft in English ), almost the same devil as my baby's grandma's family, under the same family name, busy with breaking my camera and notebook, just in vain to peek my power's source. i later prepared some working environment on the desktop, for i intended to linger in the town for a week. after some work, i connected to my baby son who occasionally online while gaming on pc in Qiqihar. i rabble a lot to him, whose mother, ema, join us together online. i told my baby i will have my Royal's palace in Wuhan and Beijing, arranged and attended by my girl zhou and my Taiwanese fiancee, while Masheng managed that in my hometown village and in its county, Wuxue, Tianzhen, where my sisters live, and Shanghai. i told baby all my property also his, and he is the greatest and singular in the universe. he dislikes my gossip as usual and turned to his favorite game in the mid.
its a peaceful night. it started to drizzle after i dined in my youngest elder sister's home. it more or less let me worry that dirty or ill will around can bring sorrow to my beloved, but now i decided that its a kind of baptism, and always means bless and innocent upon me and my Royal. its a lonely night where i blogging on the second floor in the house of my sister's, where is empty on the floor. i longing for reuniting with all my girls whose never fading beauty and charm can cure any fear or misfortune in my life. 
bye, my dearest. its time to meet u in my dream.
Ps: last night i rained late, and continued this morning. my sleep in the new place was almost smoothly. this rain morning let me felt sorry and beautifully constrained. God, let me forever in ur arms. and in the morning after breakfast, i met a native little girl, who attracted me a lot and so did her by me, played mud near my sister's house with her 2 pal girls. she lives in Wuxue. God&Masheng, and my girl zhou, as well as my Taiwan girl, who all accompany me here in my hometown journey, witness it from the blessing.

Friday, April 17, 2009

first gloomy morning, stayed with baby since noon.blessed with a drizzle in afternoon.

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these days baby under his grandma's custody in daytime, for his previous kindergarten went bankrupt. i can't trust baby's health to the demon woman, so i constantly in anxiousness when i in office. 2 beginning days started with bright sunshine, then gradually turned into pale and weakafternoon, twice drove me heading home just after lunch in office. each time i saw the devil challenged me silently. i don't know how to rid baby off  the dirty, but i think my presence at home can enhance baby's strength against evils the demon can exert. today its from the start a gloomy day, cloudy since the morning. i dozed a lot in office, to be exact, almost the full morning. baby recently also slept a lot, mostly from 12 to 4pm when the demon grandma slept aside him in bedroom, unlike usually only an hour after lunch. in office i dreamed of chasing an a bit fat girl, and won her against 2 of her admirers. when i woke up, the weak sunshine alarms my cares about baby in the arms of the grandma, i tried to read awhile, then let it go and left the office to home. baby seemingly OK, and we soon gaming on pc. his mother had arranged to check his health in hospital to assure the privilege to join his new kindergarten, which previously a affiliate unit of the company i once worked for, just minutes walks from my office. baby this afternoon woke up earlier and soon picked his favorite game on my notebook, while i attending downloading recently speedy, at same time skimmed some ebook. the anxiousness left me after i saw my baby, but a drizzle started after lunch really blessed me a lot. i love rain and drizzle so much, it recall mylife memory of solitary and silence in hand with the nature, when i grew in my hometown in central China.

Ok, its a happy story about my concerns. i hope my dear in Japan can see my obligation to the Sun and the God of rain. i live in the shine of God and forever in his adoration. i look into every opportunity to unite with u in the same perfume of our bodies closely attached.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

bright morning sunshine after gloomy and snow-raining day of yesterday

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yesterday is a gloomy day. pale sky since the morning. its also cold in office. i busy with correcting links on my blogger blogs, after dozed enough, via colleague's Internet access when he absent. when it turned windier and colder, i left office to home to assure baby's free of the evil grandma who custody him these days, for baby's kindergarten in the process of bankrupt and its fate uncertain till 15th this month. baby slept all the afternoon since i arrived home. after the grandma left, it turns into sunshine again. baby played pc games all the night since woke up. his mom also glad when she join us from her school.

my once work place and still offers my salary from my kingdom, QRRS, now suffering insufficient orders, and had to arranged its employees into rotating vacation. i was arranged to rest since 27th of this month till May 4th. the length of time yet suffices me a hometown tour, nor the budget i now have does. but i still look forward opportunity of a hometown staying.

nothing can be compared with the brilliant and auspicious face of the sun. this morning i was so encouraged to see its OK for all i concerned. i know my baby, and my beloved girls, my fiancees, just righteous in growth and in divinity. i see his glory of God never more splendid.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

mostly bright days, trust more concerns on baby to God


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family dine out.

baby in gaze.



its a busy week. i totally immersed in the biography of warren baffett, the investment God in US. baby stayed mostly at home, under the custody of the devil grandma, for his kindergarten went bankrupt. every afternoon i felt i had to return home earlier to rid baby off dirt from the demon. i stayed mostly at noon in office, enjoying the subscribed ready food, which quite more delicious than that ema cooked. ema sometimes also stayed in her school, left baby in the control of the grandma, which left me quite unease. and 2 afternoon when i got home i found baby absent while the grandma's bike left on the ground. later ema said the grandma brought baby out. the first day of the working week the devil even brought baby to her own house, just after i broken her conspire in the last working week of trying to sleep with baby, and after the last weekends when ema told me her mother felt ill. she surely ill and from the beginning of her dirty life. dust to earth, evil to void.

this weekends i dozed a lot, to escape missing of my beloved. in fact yesterday i almost slept all day. till dinner i got active. i just dozed when i felt boring, with endless and hopeless missing my girls. this afternoon i finished reading to warren baffett's biography, there r quite wise in it. i link all heros to God's setting.

its a bright day today, even i seldom left bed and nor shoot photos. the mosting exciting season, the summer, is coming. i will see more messages from my fiancees.

dogs in China surveillance heavily hacking my pc, as long as it connected to Internet. i restored from backup several times, each time ran healthily hours, then lots of errs when ran programs, esp. the media player, downloader, favorite games, and browsers, including ie, firefox, chrome, etc. they also heavily blocking sites i frequent, let any operation online pains of lagged responses, and waiting and frustrations.

Internet in office totally down for me. i know dog barking closer. but all in end, its a dirty play of their own.


Sunday, April 5, 2009

bright days, tour Longsha park on a day after lunar Qingming Day

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praying dad and baby son

baby and his mom in hill towner.

these days r quite some bright days. also quite some colleagues tried to contact me, likely some good news on me attacked greedy eyes. i more or less still in urgency to search for my beloved, to rid my longing for change, and revitalized my life with oil and water or stream. today is the second day of vacation lunar Qingming Day, the first year with such a national holiday. yesterday i dozed a lot to avoid missing and rampant message about my concerns. this morning i again want to sleep to dream of my beloved, but baby son disagreed. his mother joined her school in morning. he can't find funs alone in pc games. i played awhile with him after he cried for being alone. devils around let he and me encountered barrage when we worked together. that's common these days, quite some occasions i was under anxious about baby's future character or personality, and his position in my Royal, with my other sons and daughters, baby's sisters and brothers, arriving. spying eyes turning thick since my Royal's growth.

soon baby's mother returned. she rushed to put on baby to join her girl friend, a fat woman in family name of Guan ( means in English gate, or cadre with the same Chinese syllabus), i asked to join but ema doubted if i will be a barrage. but baby son insisted my companion. i found they gathered in Longsha park, the biggest garden in Qiqihar. we took photos. baby rode on puppy elephant. we saw animals in its zoo. then we dined nearby. we r the first arrived the restaurant and ordered first. but an later arrived group took a seat near us took first dish and many other dishes they ordered, let us waiting and in want. they r likely dogs in revenge, but also can be the hatred family members, who at a lose upon my pride and glory when bride their sisters, of my beloved. baby was unease with them and squadded in meals for many times. when we left, 3 girl also departing from a nearby restaurant. the guan soon left us to take her way and at once we felt better.

baby slept just after we left the bus. he slept on my shoulders when we went home. its a bright day so far. i sorted photos then also dozed. when i woke up, it turned gloomy. i know conspires against my Royal turns thick and haste. yesterday baby's kindergarten broke down. we had to find baby another kindergarten. but all after all, God seeing. He seeing and killing. that's rule the devils hated.


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

bright days, longing for hometown

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baby backview.

baby asked his mom to carry him.

these days all bright days. i felt most blessed by the Heaven. however, the lingering evil, the grandma, made cause of baby's cold, staying with baby at her daughter's home, left me restlessly. 2 days i in office felt urgent to return home to secure baby's health and found baby in deed under poisonous atmosphere brought by the grandma. today ema borrowed my notebook for her courseware. i lingered at home in the beginning of the morning against the grandma, who can lingered in the house and delaying baby joining his kindergarten, where i felt safer for baby for my beloved there caring baby now. after ema returned from her school to send baby to the kindergarten, i arrived my office. the devil in office still challenging me. i idled some time and even chatted with a pal in the male crowded office nearby. quite some of them gay oriented. i reviewed my love and my situation when i roamed in my office. then i got holy message that i should execute my schedule of future right now, ie. returned my hometown and enjoyed peace and leisure there right now. i at once heading to emakingir's house. the grandma returned and slept with baby in a quilt, even baby sweeping. the old ghost in cold well tried all means to closer to baby these days. i at once brought baby up and soon baby picked pc game, while the devil soon slept on the bed. i then brought baby outside to avoid the dirt in house. the sunshine all time bright today. i babbled a lot to baby about the demons in his mother's family, and discussed with baby if i can returned my hometown in the aim to reunite with my beloved, ie. Masheng youjizi, my second wife, my Queen in crown, with whom i will have at least 3 sons in her brilliant wits and brave, calm and firm, my most known and been known, and my Taiwan fiancee, the youngest girl in my Royal now, with whom i never lack passion and energy, and the zhou, the one who follows me the best. i got the message from sunshine and wind. but baby, warren zhu, God and hope of China, refused my request several times. finally we got our decision from the result of our bet of rock-paper-scissors.

today is my lucky day, for i decided to visit my hometown the sooner the better. i enjoyed my life on my home land and my passed dad right this moment and ditched of waiting and endure. Masheng and Taiwan girl from now on can arrange my house there. i should see it in one or 2 years.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

9th snow in lunar 2009, shallowly, with message from my Taiwan fiancee

the nearby Elders' center of emakingir's house, under 9th snow in lunar 2009.
the gloomy day, except bright clouds in other side of the sky.


last Friday a neighbor colleague yelled in office that next day would snow according weather forecast, but i didn't take for granted. then yesterday was bright day, with bright sunshine most of the day. i dozed a lot in the morning to escape from message about my youngest beloved, a slim and tall young girl with Taiwan backgroud. we totally met twice in the street near baby's mother's school. the first time she bought snack alone in a nearby shop, the second time when i just cared my baby when she walked with a large bag with a girl pal. each time i was dumbfound as her beauty and age-can't-bringing cunning beams. in the most distressed moment in my hometown when i just arrived a night, on a dawn, i told the sprite in the Forrest on the mountain on my arrangement, i let her to visit me and stay at any moment she likes for any length of time she enjoys with me, and research what she likes, esp. about the wrecked. i arranged she to entertain me most, with her untouchable perfection of beauty and youth. i cherish her with my most tendering and love of beauty.
the morning i slept a lot to avoid dwelling too much about her, for i didn't expect our reunion so soon. after woke up, i missed in thoughts about her, and got view she now in urgency to live with me and enjoy being my hostess. i saw lots of attempts she managed to inform me anonymously, urging me to take action to farewell to my current status. i was full of longing and passion with the life ahead, and adopted the message from holy on how to make full pleasure with her, who is so young and mature. all the afternoon i restlessly, can't find anything interesting, except her, the Taiwan girl. on the end of the night, i decided to listen to God, trust me life with his setting, and do what i can and enjoy now.
the night ema again urged to sleep early and left less quilt for me, with baby and she took most of the quilt. her body usually very hot, and these days esp. hot. last night i can't bear the heat and slept less. so this night i later decided to sleep alone in another quilt. i slept sound this morning. after i got up, i found a shallow snow already covered the most of the earth. its another white tale to assure me that my fiancees all secured and divined against dirt and dark. what i need do is just here calling ur floral names and praying the wedding day sooner and brighter. our union is inscribed in Heaven.
update: now its turned into a drizzle, with the soil shallow wet, like Chinese traditional poem has it, spring rain scarce like oil. i really really love the rain day and what it brings me the shallow sorrow, a life memory shaped in my hometown, Central China, where rain plenty.