officially declare zhone 2 new domains.

dreamt of the family of my cousin, ie. husband of my mother's niece. I
once liked his 2nd daughter who is tall and slender. but long time
works in farm worn out her hands which drove me away from her in my
senior middle school summer vacation. I saw her new family in dream.
her dad invented or bought to connect his family with his offspring's
family, and his properties with wire. the wire likely controlled
digitally. I saw just dial "home to farm" and the 2 place linked and
can communicate online. I still felt warm with the girl and her
sisters and her child. then dreamt I made experiment, in which I put
pencil core into a tiny tube and heated to melt it. when I saw it
changed into liquid, just when I ready to fill in something with it,
the power down. at the mean time I urgent to urine. I pee indoor
before others returning to caught me in sight. almost peed and with
caution of fire, I woke up. last week my family acquired another 2
precious domains, zuo.center and woga.me. zuo.center is my first and
likely last unconventional TLD. most of newly added TLDs are
expensive, but .center renewal is $20. the same amount with .me, which
I promoted most to my son woz, hoping he regards woga.me for his video
game hobby as himself invented. I told my son I contented with 21
domains before my business getting bigger, and I didn't regret risks I
taken in the purchase even more or less I felt my greediness in the
making of namespace, claim of meaning and naming. I hope in a market,
its normal to profit from intelligent property. after 3 days intensive
works, I prepared publication sites for the 2 domains, inc google
sites, zoho sites, blogger blogs, tumblrs, etc. I show my son webpage
editing and publishment skill, hoping he enjoy freedom of cyberspace
as I did. yesterday I ate delicacies in gathering woz dining out. he
ordered his favorite sausage in Taiwanese franchise restaurant,
Formosa pies. I also fed him mango I sliced large portions by fork and
fruit knife. sometimes I wonder if my main treat is just eating. but
God's know I barely fed each normal day. God, dad, bring me sooner my
Royal China. bring me my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for
better life and warmth of homage. grant us a spacier salary this month
for our planned expenditure. thx, dad, for coming canteen breakfast.

hope the violent lesson remembered.

dreamt first shared dorm with an once QRRS colleague who is a
photographer. he is a gay in dream and spying me. anything of him will
convey gay sensation when I touch them. then dream in a TV cuisine
competition. I was a candidate and my dish too slippery to stand
vegetables in decoration. I was in hurry and failed many times. then
once my boss, QRRS cable TV chief editorial who died in mid age,
pointed out the cause impersonally. when I almost gave up my works, I
woke up and in anxious of visiting my son weekend on time. last week
is a strange week testifying relation of my son woz and me, his dad.
on Monday which also in lunar Mourning holiday we booked cinema as
usual together. that had been shifted a day for all PRC people
gathering 3 days holiday and adjust a weekend for workday. the
disgusting convenience chasing hobby humiliates meaning of week from
bible, unlike US holidays. when I went over in time to fetch my son to
cinema, he was absent while his mom tutored some students there as
usual. I waited half hour till time didn't permit waiting. I buzzed
the grandma who is really an old fox, stubborn and canning, evasive
when I ordered her sent my son to cinema directly. my son already told
me he will be totally free when we booked tickets together. so my son
forgot his timetable or his sinful mom or grandma tentatively assigned
my son's occupation with his pointless art class. when I arrived
cinema and buzzed the grandma again, she still trying selling my son
to postpone the movie. my son wanted to talk to me, but my rages out
of control and I yelled him to come over at once. when they arrived, I
at once beat my son while the grandma repeated that I was insane. I
beat my son before the movie and during movie, we didn't exchange
anything while our back seat trying closer to us to tease us, likely
official surveillance. on way to lunch out, I beat my son again for
disappointed, for his unable to administrate his life on his own. I
scorned and beat him during lunch. after returned to his mom's house,
I fetched my missed a day dirty clothes after shower and left without
entering the house. after I settled in dorm, my kid brother who almost
blacklisted my phone, called in. he was informed by my son's mom or
grandma that my violence can bring me into asylum again if I exert it
again on my son. I laughed and told him that they can do anything as
they will, I'm not feared. my brother claim I turning odd, and I
shouldn't push my son so hard to American for here in China I should
abide with its situation. I replied that is two way to learn after
America, one way sending out richer Chinese to US, another way is
bring US to China. in coming most of the week, my son kept muted when
I buzzed him and sms him. I shifted our new Chinese phone from fiber
optic internet bundle to him at the end of lunch and he promised will
keep mobile reachable like an adult. even in the week I urgent to add
backup phone to our 2 godaddy accounts. after 3 days including failed
contacted godaddy support, I got thing done with synced sms log via
ifttt I previously setup on the phone. on Saturday I lingered on bed
lately to avoid boring and hard choice if I visit my son as usual.
then my son sent me sms of verification code his phone received and I
asked to transfer to me but denied times. I replied immediately things
done and asked if shower on Sunday as planned or plan B. my son didn't
response me graciously. I soon decided to visit him. it's noon. I
visited dorm canteen to fetch my washed clothes there, and borrow
another ￥200 for gathering my son in dinning out together. when I
entered the house, my son's mom blocked the door and asked in what
privilege I frequent there. I didn't reply and evade her into visit my
son in his bedroom where he practicing e-piano. after they left for
music class his mom arranged, I sorted my son's nexus in English
podcast's companion. after they returned I tried awhile video game
then my son dined out with me. now I can say storm of separation
dissolved with consent of my son's once under performance. he should
be more independent, out of childish custody. God, dad, Friday night
drizzle blessed us. now shinny morning sunshine covers my concerns
with triumph. bring me sooner my Royal China, my Crowned Queen from
Japan, Asoh Yukiko. bring our better life in reach. grant us financial
independent to broaden our cyberspace investment. allow us buy stylish
pants with mobile pockets, and a camera for my desktop computer. pl
resume my visa card and its credit limit sooner. thx God dad for all
these years' affirmative.

with new assets' help.

dreamt with a slim guy who help doing scientific experiments like
astronaut. I roamed with him in front of a lab where just gained fund
to launch research. I saw my friend won the contract to execute
experiment with his physic manipulation. last night I finally checked
in my son's google domains account and found my only working credit
card defied by google for region of PRC. so recharging our gvoice
accounts impossible. I had to through godaddy to claim my new domain,
my only new unconventional TLD, zuo.center. just before that near dusk
I talked to my son in air that I can't help clinching those namespace
I concocted, I want to buy him a domain he likes and cultivates like
his own mirage garden. I suggested woga.me as google domains suggested
to me and let him known I waiting for his response and impetus. in
late night my kid brother sms back telling his paypal can't remit me
$60 I previously sent him ￥420 for conversion because paypal denies. I
told him just sent my deposit back in alipay. I teased him I
constantly putting money into business while he had been withdrawing
money from his workshop to purchase real estate. I warned him someday
my properties might surplus his. got back to bed, I can't sleep but
got up to check if he immediately sent my money back. after found the
fund at its position, I launched to buy our 2 new domains on godaddy.
its swift done. with these precious assets in hand, I felt surreal to
acknowledge. I burned so many brains for them, identified their
beauties in language correlation. I blamed myself in front of my son
for my greediness but after all, Dad God, I'm so lucky to earn with my
intelligence fast as finger tips. God dad, curb my passionate with
domain and focus me on my enviable assets sustain and site building,
ie. value mounting. bring me my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko,
and free me from greediness. thx dad, in this sober dawn and joyful
after battle scene, I means salvage of settlement and peace of bliss.

a slight rain.

last night I dreamt of a Junior middle school student. he likely
researched something and wrote quite something. I with my son then in
front of their school informed another girl classmate of the hidden
book of the boy. it likely a notebook of weapon or martial art, or
fantasy novel. I also dreamt rechargeable batteries we bought dearly
from taobao rather than amazon turns poor quality and totally out of
usable. last night I went to bed earlier, for praying my kid brother
remitting USD I entrusted him for conversion from ￥420 I badly
squeezed from salary last week and sent him immediately. for he owning
a mall workshop and possibly has USD corporate account. I will
recharge our google voice with them, and hopefully if my brother
raises his hand to some allowance, I will purchase my last domain, the
only new LTD, .center. my heart beats for the domain inspires me after
I found my blessed namespace with it. and I surely known how severely
my economy dangerous. last night its warm as usual, but this morning
it drizzles, sometimes with snowflakes flow around. this week I
enjoyed so many meaningful videos, including movies online. my life so
rich with borderless web. and started with this week, I aimless on my
site building. I sometimes napped after breakfast and worked focused
after 10am. every night I went to bed with thanksgiving. the dorm
canteen more and more treats me graciously: my food in monthly
boarding and lodging bundle turns richer and more delicious. my
laundry deal with the working woman executes smoothly, as last week I
paid her first time in time with my salary which near ￥3000. my credit
debt to bankcomm lower to 4800CNY, hopefully I can renew my hosting
plan with it after reset 4 months later. dad God, I really need a
credit card to cope with trifle bills. grant me a credit card with
foreign currency. bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh
Yukiko, bring my son his real mother, and shelter our roof under
starry sky with dreams and tears of spiritual inspirations. God, grant
me tools I need for building new China Empire in new 21 Century. equip
me financial independence to survive the coming brutal economic crisis
in the world fallen.

peace after storm.

at first dreamt of Emma Watson whose private photos leaked on web. I
enjoy amazing sex with her. then dreamt I arrange my son woz to be
trained by instrumental music under old traditional musician likely
from QRRS art troupe which includes an old man and woman each. then in
Mao's era he or we sent to western China to re-educate. we passed
through dangerous Yellow River which threaten its bank area. we
arrived northwestern China and planted a tree from our hometown. then
dreamt I trained my son or myself badminton. I long time easily mimic
serving but response speed far from satisfying when dealing or
rebound. in dream I wonder if I just lack boring but heavy exercises
or real expertise coached. this week again especially busy. I setup
google authenticator app for our frequent google accounts 2 step
verification. for sms verification less convenient and less secure in
which each time informs PRC surveillance my logon. GFW heavily blocked
my operation first place, once lagged me more than half hour to load
an authentication code page, forced me to retreat mid way for dinner.
but next day I did it again without pains. yesterday dabbog.com
backend web app updated by godaddy hosting automatically, but it broke
and halt the site. when I tried to fix it, I again heavily blocked.
loading loops, irresponsible webpage, etc. I left its breakdown open
possible vulnerable well known and went jog after dinner. in the night
after dinner, I fixed it with less human pests, while again my
restored sites less accessible on my dorm internet, but web proxy
testifies its soundness. my facing dorm room has new residents. a
young guy frequently loose its door and shown himself on the deeper
bed busy in the leaking light. I doubting if he welcome visitors or
exchange of neighborhood, or just convenient to spy me. but my
internet these days actually under harsher surveillance and intervenes
amid. but this week not all sad, I sorted our google voice assets and
prepared to make good use of them. I deploy more google or google apps
accounts for maintain their gvoice in use. now salary will arrive
days, God dad, grant me freedom to recharge our accounts for smooth
operative. grant me financial freedom for coming laundry bill to woman
in dorm canteen, ￥200. I also badly need trousers with mobile pocket
for my son and my own. dad God, godaddy hosting plan soon needs
renewal. and I usually penniless before year end bonus. get me out of
the dangerous situation, dad God, bring my cyberspace startup with my
other concerns peacefully onto faezrland, our vested land from my
ancestor under Holy. bring it with bliss and breeze.

dreamt of insects after first fulfilled deal of laundry.

first dream in highly dense space, human crowd with dense snakes.
those baby snakes in every atom of air, or liquid, like spray. that's
quite shockingly frightening. they didn't bite but terrifying. then
dreamt my son and his mom's family. I likely returned from long
journey and urged his mom to restore normal life. the woman and her
mom recognized our previous marriage hopelessly sank. they arranged
extraordinary a meal to farewell. when I prepare tea, I found many
large strong black ants busy moving in the jar neck. its again such a
shocking scene I almost lose clinch to the jar. they all likely
concerns the first time handover of my laundry deal with dorm canteen
woman. last week when I visited my son and brought him to shower in
public shared bathroom, I found my dirty clothes a week there was not
washed. the small woman several times threatened not to wash my
clothes even I offered her monthly ￥150 many months but recently due
to credit crisis I asked permission to indebted her. so this time I
thought ripe to be more independent. I informed my son the new expense
and he agreed. returned to dorm, I headed to dorm canteen where the
woman in charge of preparing food materials right there for ordering.
I discussed the possibility to pay her to wash my clothes. she first
defied, with encouragement from the executive woman, she accept my
proposal of increased ￥50 to ￥200/month. last Friday dusk, before I
dined there, the executive woman fetched me the washed clothes, our
first deal sealed, except my payment. for penniless, I asked the woman
loan me ￥200 for visiting my son weekends. then she told me my recent
months bill with canteen didn't clear, for my kid brother promised to
pay instead of me in his last year's visit now evaded by him. I
previously called him to pay my online shopping but my phone number
likely blacklisted and redirected. so I never knew what's going on
with him. the woman said she sms my brother but never responded. I
told her I visioned I lost my brother's aid but I never equipped
financially to save the situation, so I didn't probe my due payment in
canteen any more. the woman disliked my answer so I promised will call
my brother in the night. on jogging after dinner, I buzzed my 3rd
elder sister and hope she check our kid brother's status, she accepted
the task. when I went to toilet for toothbrush hours later, I saw the
canteen worker woman washing there. I told her I will pay her as soon
as I get my salary this month, ie. 2 weeks later. she replied no hurry
cordially. God dad, I know it will be OK after all, but the situation
now really draining. this week I also try web tutorial to setup
selective vpn routing to escape PRC main sites' discriminating foreign
ips, but so far failed. in so many programs I benefited from online
communities discussions, now I have to cope it on my own for solution.
I tried to contact vpn support team but out of their service scope and
denied help. I also contact godaddy PRC office girl last time helped
me with discount for unknown renewal price increase, evasive
conversations sucks in grudge. this week makes me sad when I last
night reviewed it, but also affirm my determination to sit with them,
those deny of service, and breakthrough on my own. God dad, bring me
sooner my Royal China to sustain my cultivation here, bring me my new
family and hope of stepping out of adversity here. bring me learning
ability in every stages in my life. bring me my Crowned Queen from
Japan, Asoh Yukiko, to better my children's life. in a few hours I
will visit my son, in your mercy our joys will doubles.

dream from mission now.

dreamt of genius. dreamt my elder brothers, hometown folks, once
leaders in QRRS, all turned old. I passed them who playing Majiang
together and felt sad. then myself turns older and unbearable
intelligent work. then a cheap soul like CCP cadre invents
sculpturing on glass with color, replace paintings on it manuscript or
oil print. its merit is clear and vivid in 3D, but cost is material
wasted once solid sculptured, not reusable. I wondered CCP
administrative manner, reckless and environment unfriendly. then dream
the inventor, a guy super genius: he needn't backup hardware settings,
like I backup system images and important data times and relentlessly,
he talks directly to hardware binary likes operating software in GUI.
later he talked directly to a goat, let it be friend with me and my
son. the goat hears and got it. yesterday woz's new trousers I ordered
on taobao.com, for redeem my guilty in scorning him for no due respect
of new broadband internet, arrived, for its deliverer, yto.com, well
organized in its arena, really speedy. but what we demand, pocket for
cellphone, not exists on the trousers, instead, a fake pocket without
depth but just a zip for decoration. my son complained carrying
smartphone in his jacket pocket can be clogging, and loathes to bring
a new cheaper Chinese cellphone all day long. returned to dorm, I
tried to contact the taobao vendor. the site, taobao.com, quite
unfriend against its web service users, even punishing non client end
app users, from geographic restriction to frequently failing web im it
support only. I switched 3 computers, from chromeos to android to
windows, its im quits on all 3 platforms while previously it works
sometimes. I lately find the vendor's mobile phone and settled
replacing with new one our required pocket satisfied. I really need a
cellphone pocketed trousers, too, but we just can't afford it now even
its beneficence obvious and goodness predicts. in the night I watched
a documentary on world economic bubble burst emerging on youtube, that
reminds my vision Christian and other poverty pestered world esp
Islamic area, their competition lasts thousand years. government
bailout grows larger and severer, but America has to cope with
challenges from cheap human society's crowd, the bubble of wastes, esp
China and Islamic states. its time to show who is the chosen. now time
for Trump to discipline US and get rid of cheap people's siege. time
for beautiful new One world of Christian, around Israel. time to
manifest the world developmental power is not cheap human power, nor
cheap dictation in Communism, nor terrorist Muslim. only Christian the
life of prosperous, the source of plenty. time to clean the planet
with AI and robots, time to rid earth off cheap human beings and beast
alike terrorist, both too rampant and waste of land and air. this is
new mission for Trump, also mission of my Royal China of China Empire
reset ahead then lasting 1109 years. this is salvage and gospel of the
Son.