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Saturday, September 15, 2018

in fear of no fear.

these days pestered by upper floor's rats a lot. they had access to PRC telecoms account administration and frequently closed my Internet connection. since last week it totally shutdown my Internet after they failed to intercept my vpn traffic. in 2 days my dorm fiber optics broken, I had to rely on my mobile cellular data. at first I thought it would soon resume. later I thought might be I forgot to hand over Internet fee due to busy workload around salary day this month. waited to Monday I recharged my dorm Internet and found it wasn't caused by my account deficit. my account valid still cut out of service by PRC Internet cop. late Monday my fiber optics network restored after filed connection failure complain. in the harsh I bought my son a second mobile, a product of HTC, Taiwanese digital producer, for the price too attractive. after broke neck looking forward twice, first time a cheap bolt version then replaced our order to HTC 10 for popularity and max compatibility, we got it. then misled by online developer's community, I upgraded is OS to android 8 and unable to unlock its boot loader. I tried all means, in wilder sought for replace its verizon bundled OS with custom rom which easier and user friendly. after so many tries, I finally turned it brick when trying flash its boot loader. after nearly half month relentlessly sought settling it, now I had to wait the vendor repair it in another half month. this is a peaceful sunny morning. it's not too bad, isn't it, God dad, after so many best buy in this Summer and Autumn? I felt so bounty with these equipment and ready tools. in every sense of office and warehouse, I had it. this month also saw my younger brother sent us moon cake when lunar Mourning Day coming. I shared some with my concerned people around the dorm. it's bountiful, too. I also talked first time to my nephew, ie. second son of my 2nd elder brother, since his marriage broken and refused female in his life as his mom rumored when a year before my elder sisters shared their lunar Spring festival with us. my elder brother carefully protected his dear son not to hurt by reckless chatter, but this time he allowed me talked with his innocent kid. I urged him not to give up enjoying life, material living. I demonstrated my workspace I gathered in my half life, with my recent satisfactory. my nephew listened a lot, admitted his continue efforts to carry on family life. I also told my elder sister my complacent upon this year's purchases. I fearless under espionage around trying paralyze my workspace, humiliated me by torn apart my vpn and secure web. God dad, the rats on upper floor made relentlessly noise when I worked. rid me off the hazard sooner. bring me sooner my Royal China, bring me my Crown Queen, Asoh Yukiko, from Japan. bring me sooner my new family and house. grant us, esp my concerned son, woz, his enjoyable school experience. violent dark web of PRC trying these days to afraid me, let them fear, scatter their mob. God dad, save us in faith securer.

Monday, August 27, 2018

trap is deep.

dreamed in my hometown I likely in my vacation. the village driver, the only son of passed carpenter, asked me to find my younger brother to help him drive for an event. I open my proud book I reading which full of symbols and very precious legacy, to search my younger brother's phone number. it soon settled and all happy with that. my brother in dream already a nearly millionaire with his mills. the dream very vivid after I got up. I intended to blog it at once around 6am. but the upper floor's insane PRC surveillance, likely a freaky, made sounds warned me the under skin espionage, so I would rather wait. the state backed agent not only surveillance me, but also every chances attempted to terrified me with its psychotic: reckless closely approaching me and coercing me with noise it can made with the thin floor. last week we refreshed with my younger brother's loan for monthly cinema and dine out. he previously attempted to detain my help cry, refused twice my mobile calls when I try to change our broadband capacity, which requests ¥500 but in fact that's dirty cheat from unqualified chinatel staff while in its official office the crew girl charge free to change our plan for 200MB/s within a data bundle charges 82CNY/mon. my mean brother each time reluctant to draw his purse, usually in cause not to admit my investment or deluxe lifestyle. I had previously determined to carry the data plan change on my own. so when he buzzed back claiming he had been accompanying his son to park, I told him nothing special. but he is listening, so I told him my story: my son's mobile 4G data plan deficit and intending upgrade to speeder broadband. he almost defied it in hurry to close talk to drive. returned to dorm, I felt I hardly cope the expenditure with my poor salary. so I sms him he can loan us ¥800 as he previously admitted to help me repair my erode tooth base. he replied he only responsible for my living, not my other costs. I waited a night. next day I sms our ancestor's legendary: Ming Dynasty's 1st prince tried to use imperative force to restrain his blood sibling, killing family love with ruling power, which only resulted in disastrous himself suicide in Royal city he inherited from his grandpa, Founder of Ming Dynasty, with his all fondness. I didn't expected reply nor reward. but next next day when I search all means to pay groupon for our monthly cinema and dine out, I found my brother already remit us 1000 CNY 2 days ago. I had previously check my financial account several times and never gained. so I doubting if my brother aid's arrival hacked by state intelligent agency, just trying defying power of my claim and prophet. after all, the ¥1000 let us so plenty in entertainment and business capable: I renewed zho.io for 2 more years with our domain registrar, equip myself another ssd of 128GB. It's just too wonderful to be so rich in availability. last weekend, I also overnight worked out to switch our old chromebox OS from chormeOS to chromiumOS, which adorably native supports Android apps, even google play store. Sunday night I non-break 6 hours to re-flash my son's new zonfone 3 with custom rom world developers contributed, after found previous OS let down chinatel gsm calling and sms. even finally I didn't fix sms and calling failure, but LTE data at least working, allowing us making full potential of our new data plan with chinatel: no limit of data! and my son's wifi heavily under PRC surveillance attacks, almost all internet traffic through the router disabled vpn. we badly sought auxiliary channel to evade deadly blockage in falling PRC wasteland cyberspace.
God dad, bring us sooner our viable work space, secure our growth independently entrenched by state backed hackers. bring me sooner my Royal China for relieve all trapped Chinese in felling PRC. bring me my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for unites Japan and China after turbulent world war 2, for ambitions 2 nations manifested in centuries, in tears, glories an proud. grant our workload meaningful and intact through ruin of PRC dictation, rampant fires of national revolts in insane depress and depravity.

Friday, August 17, 2018

among hardened PRC surveillance & mob hateful.

dreamed my university era artist friend, Benba Chungdak. at first with his friend Li Moufeng, in the campus I familiared. then in Benba's house or my house we at leisure. my son joined our conversation. Benba in dream now a well know artist. we talked a lot. my son trusted our guest and learned. my dorm internet under a new wave of surveillance and breakin attempts. I already gave up router but client, which also sometimes unstable. new weekend arriving, there is a new blockbust PRC granted to import, Antman 2. my son chose it from 2 other optional USA films on show recently. he also delayed my invitation to visit my dorm this weekend, rather he will invite his peer in his house, likely for gaming and entertainment. It's a cool morning. wardless web turns so hard to archieve now. I more and more speechless now, amid hardship tyrant PRC exerts upon my living sphere. there are more state intelligent agents in QRRS Dorm around my room here to surveillance me 7*24, costly on PRC fragile totalitarian treasury. God dad, how long we will wait for the overturn, I in faith of the future out of burning campfire among insanely pressed domestic nations. in bitter reality, I hope it fosters revolution rips us off the poorly endangered dictation. bring me sooner my Royal China. my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, come and overturn my prison our enemies engulfed. live us freedom, so to China bitchy mob, jobless riot. game changer, Dad God, let out the active agenda for the sake of better China. thx God, survivor is U.S.

Sunday, August 12, 2018

dream of certainty.

last night watched a talk show of Jeff Bezos, founder of Amazon. his easygoing charactor deeply touched me. turth of life, of fortune, of mission, expand in front of me. in dawn dream, I worked for him, then in army, both reveals truth, or secret of success, course inchangeable. aging let me harder now to memorize dream, but its scenario conforts me. it's a boring morning. the ugly lesbian again lingered in the shabby neighbor room chattering, pretending she had a job there. the whole dorm administrative team moved from their offices seperate into the dorm, mimic my office in dorm. they can't believe they doomed to lose their jobs. their cheap copycat deprives their means of living. they are all thieves in fact, or robbery of innocent. the room in my upper direct floor likely occupied by state backed intelligent agent. they constantly made noise in key situations trying to coerce me. my new chromebox frequently encountered abnormal quit, likely hacked by PRC government online. my son last night just returned from his mom's hometown journey. they visited again the woman's relatives in their hometown, a small town hours away by train. I hope my son enjoy it but affraid he was hijacked by his stupid mom in fact. hours later I will reunite him for lunching out and shower in spa weekly. my new chromebox not only securer, but largely changed my workflow and efficiency. I now consume news most of workday, rather than prevously only in the begining of moring, restricted by portable device for desktop windows might fail me in its insecure. last night I check my alipay credit, found my installment total near ¥900, which much a relief for my monthly return alipay ¥1300 and stumbled about uncommon expenditure. made clear of debt base, I immediately recharged our mobiles fee, around 300 CNY. God dad, lift my dependence on my local loaner, who might turning reluctant. grant us a richer salary this month for I due to pay some extra bills including medicine, clothes, etc. secure my worksapce with findings, revealing truth our mission concerns. bring me sooner my Royal China, my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for ease of living. let me stay in self-contain upon life stream and social motivation. guarantee my cyberspace publishing booming and plenty of self-rely.

Monday, August 6, 2018

Asus chromebox 3 inaugurated after weeks looking forward to.

dreamed at my nephew's city, neighbor city of Hangzhou, Changzhou.
among crowd I tried to talk to him, first son of my 3rd elder
sister's, tring to coach him on business and life. I also concerned
his brother in dream. It's a golden morning. last night I first close
my window before went to bed since this summer, for today is lunar
Autumn creeps in. this month exceptional weighted for I equipped
myself another chromebox, Asus chromebox 3, after our chromebox CN60
shifted to my son as his lounge mini pc. my internet frenzy almost
fading, so I felt a biz guilty for the purchase. I tried to persuade
my son accept the chromebox 3 as his gear and lent me for some years
and I almost got it. the chromebox native support google play, let it
so unique and powerful. I shifted most my daily usage onto its
platform, inc agenda management, financial booking, reading source,
watching video, etc. never over-estimates its function. I invited my
son lingered 3 days in my dorm for the gadget's arrival from British
vendor through Amazon China. I previously intended to spend a week
with my son in my dorm. but his mom scorned us when we returned for
weekly shower in public spa on Sunday at her house. My son felt enough
of gaming streams at youtube.com and rather to return his mom's
custody for homework after 3 exciting nights with unrestrained gaming
and watching online videos. the purchase initiated by my son's loan
then aided by dorm canteen operative woman's ¥2000 loan, cost us
around ¥2100 which let me so satisfied and profitable, allowing me
budget 1000 for woz's a week staying plan here my dorm. but my son
suggested end it after 3 days' rich meals and meaningful interactive
on his devices, left us 200 in pocket before this week. we also
watched a cheap France movie, "taxi 5" on Saturday. all blockbusters
denied by PRC authority, we unable to choose a quality one. we dined
hotpot after cinema, in a drizzle dusk. this summer in Qiqihar
exceptional rains let it cooler than ever. I even put on a coat shirt
last night in my dorm against chill. dad God, now almost dust down
with chromebox, I relentless with it when it hit road from UK. thanks
for the finance and logistics. with it my workload more efficient and
our informative environment more secured. bring me sooner my Royal
China, my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. my son, woz, more
engaged in his Junior middle school schedule. grant him his satisfying
performance and reward meaningful. fill my life with interests and
enthusiasm. lead us vision our mission bounds. rid me off the sinful
ugly lesbian in my neighbor room, where never occupied before
surveillance and profanity.

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

dream of alumni during travel.

dreamed with my alumni, likely 3 or 4 members, some with family, in traveling from Beijing to Tianjin, my university campus, then to our hometown, Wuhan, central China. they are likely my senior middle school alumni, esp some studies harder than me and enrolled by more elite university like Peking Univ., or Tsinghua Univ. one of them with his daughter while I always felt honor and glory with my son in heart in dream. the alumnus likes details, so we check our package times and times, esp ticket and private items. I later gave up and just let him to take care of those stuff for me. traveling, once so demanding task for otherwise you will punished so heavily that I sensed in dream again the unrest and changes uncertain as well as our future unborn promising. this is a clean and clear morning, after last night rain. I wondered about my miserably separated from my son and who exerts behind. Last Sunday I told my son I reviewed history of his mom's mother's intervene with her elder sister, an mad cow, just after his birth, tried to keep my baby from my reach. their plots long time aiming deprive me of my son, which still on going.
after breakfast I tried to read and re-napped due to sleepy. I visited a guy likely my alumnus Peng Jinglei. he worked in a remote area in PRC likely Xinjing. we first met his father-in-law and his son. his naughty son soon broke my glasses. the grandpa tried to repair it while his daughter returned from her school as she is a teacher. when I teased the boy with English words, Peng returned and exchange our review on each life since graduation. Peng likely satisfied by his life and cautious about our visit. when wrote this blog, I recognized that the guy can be a QRRS colleague, who now a high rant manager here. he migrated from Xinjing after graduate and later moved his old parent here, away from the turbulent western area. he married a cadre's daughter in QRRS and lately didn't have child. he might lead a careful life for his father-in-law might be as bossy as previously. his father-in-law in dream reminds me he can be another elder, my son's mom's lesbian girlfriend's dad. he once be an educator, now had some skill and knowledge, but as I claimed once in my blog, no one in their elder respectable in sinful PRC except my passed dad.
this 2 dream so vivid that a bit strange in my recent life. I more and more lost patience and faith in dreams, once so meaningful and promising. God dad, I recently so hateful upon my life who bored me into tears. bring me sooner my Royal China for 1109 years in future world. bring me my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for my aging and offspring. grant us financial ready for glory of the Son and his people, his family support. affirm faith in praying heart, and glory of more achievement ahead.

Thursday, July 12, 2018

shared concerns.

these days very sleepy, esp amid moisture from rains. last night it
again thunderstorm. the rhythm really beautiful! I had to choose from
online radio music or the nature gift, and finally I muted my
artificial speaker and opt out rhythm outside in late dark silence.
the rains is so rich that my quilt in decades first time turned wet
and a bit uncomfortable. God dad, it's so good. this week I also
researched new chromebox product line and felt high time to equip
myself one. in almost a week I thought it over where to fund it, till
holy message let me give up till I my own can afford it. It's sad to
bye from it but more reasonable, for most computers we had still in
their support life cycle within next year. I love them, and would
easily let them retired. the night before yesterday I felt too happy
to waste, so I buzzed my 3rd elder sister. her son again seemingly
unhappy with my call and likely deterred it. when I talked with my
sister, she also seemingly in unrest. now I saw possibly their family
in trouble: her daughters-in-law turned hostile to her. their lesbian
tendency puzzled my sister and her sons. the wives lost vision and
discipline, while my sister and her family inexperienced. in latest
lunar spring festival we stayed together back to 2016, I should
noticed the unbalance of harmony but I usually don't probing. God dad,
the sin of fallen women in my life taught me lesson already. I hope
glory of my family, under title Zhu and Crown of China Empire, didn't
hurt those little wives. God dad, care my relatives in need. and heal
those envious hearts in shine of holy.
these days also might be hard for my son, who just entered his summer
vacation while I let him wait for August to visit and linger my dorm
for couple days. his sinful mother again attempted to censor it and
probably set hurdles. while I busy with financial supportive, I saw so
many hard while exciting moments ahead. God dad, our hope is your
mercy. let summer 2018 arrives our hearts that praying for growth. in
this tipping world torn by trade war and hate war, let's reunite in
one in unity, or consolidate us in common sense of future
non-disputable, for coming world of my title, of Holy blessing,
wouldn't be scattered anymore. (shits! PRC surveillance might broke my
pc, here again during my writing broke down my internet, which never
happened in 2 weeks after failed attempt to punish over our new
equipment last 2 months.)
It is the most beautiful summer since I settled here for near 30
years. while the season is swift here on higher altitude, I hope
sooner arrival of the sultry, and lingering season of beautiful female
flesh and sunny skyline. God dad, bring me sooner my Royal China, and
my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. grant me another chromebox for
its hyper-system above chromeOS and Android. in foreseeable future,
google will bring 3rd OS merging Linux, Android, ChromeOS, let us
affordable for the wonderful experience google brings. in my son's
coming visit, let me afford a more satisfying arrangement of dining,
play, exercise, and pure gathering. thx dad God, in this cloudy
morning.