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Monday, November 30, 2009

dream of war.

dreamed of hometown&mother. then in a war field. 2 enemy tanks approached us while we resting. my campus alumni, Wujiang, fired with our first tank&heavily disabled one of enemy tank. i rush to our second tank&operated, aiming&fired, but not so fatally as our first tank did. baby son got up later, however, he was taken to his kindergarten.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

dreamed of southern Ming Emperor.

it snown last night. in dawn dreamed building new house in hometown. i emphersis fengshui, selected a place outside of Zhudajiu village, named it Zhucaicun (朱才村). then dreamed of the situation of end of Ming dynasty, south Ming country, where i or baby managed to survive the Empire.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

read. taught baby against his mom's refusal to status quo.

rest some time at home after returned. baby shown contempt to me, with his mom's cold-shoulders to me. so taught baby a lesson how i support him financially, why he shouldn't worry about financial support, &my time in this house&my future new life with my girls. baby relaxed with peace.

Monday, November 23, 2009

my first western style dinner: family haunted Golden Hans buffet.

life span and rhythm likely speedier and more frequent when its near year's end. today i here wrote my 3rd post within weeks about my life, to accompany family recent photos shot when we dine out in a buffet. ema and I scheduled it for months, back to when i got a bonus of ¥100 from QRRS, likely for the International Journalist Day, for I once worked as crew of the cable TV branch of the company. baby just recovered from his recent heat, likely God just let him staying home to prevent the evil grandma to steal my inner clothes. He got heat in Thursday night, then stayed home for 2 days otherwise should join his kindergarten till weekend. in the Saturday dawn, i dreamed of my girl Zhou visited me, just when the evil grandma's dirty cold lingered on me in half-woke. I then had a good time with my girl Zhou, i search on the web for so long, till dawn light baptised me. then i got up earlier than usual, and be the first got up among family members, to busy on my cyberspace business. baby son while woke up urinated in quilt, first time he does and let his mom in fuss. its a special moment for me, for its my first time meeting my beloved in semi-consciousness and made love. but i didn't wet myself for we, my Royal of China, never home-stay in profaned situation.

in the buffet, i treated myself lots of coffee, after enough meat. its also my first time dining in western style, ie, with fork, knife, and spoon. i quite enjoy it. when i went to fetch my favorite food, i mistakenly took a plate to load some porridge, i at once was remind of the hard time in western history movie when people ate soup from sallow dish. ema correct my mistake. i later ate lots of porridge in cups. that's really delicious. amid the dinner, ema complained my full and no appetite to later dishes, i reviewed the buffet, and imaging the open kitchen of google. SIGH, when google's office kitchen can prevail the world likes its better than free services! when working people enjoy open and free buffet like free communication in air or on land or online, like freedom of speech, just for we r citizen of the earth!!!

this week more balanced. after settled family google voice and wave accounts, i enjoy more leisure time to read technical news via my subscriptions. google's chrome os no doubt let me in wonder. i wouldn't hesitate a second if its available for me to replace windows. i really hated the fragile security of windows, and everywhere spying or hacking behaviors in the world, esp. the dogs dominating China.

Today is again a bright day, i enjoy the warmth and brilliant sun ray since the morning. in dawn, those domestic sites blocking my posting last night turns speedy now, i too busy with posting history items to complain how many of my life wasted among lagging surf and filtered or invisibly delayed or banned posting, which turns in these months more rampant than ever. i had times told my baby son, the Hope of China and God of universe, the China authority dying in fear, and our Empire merging in dawn light from God's shine against clearer western background as basement and ground works. and time for my reunification with my beloved, my girls, turning cloudless clear.

From Family Haunted GoldenHans Buffet

baby son, warren zhu, enjoy his buffet.

From Family Haunted GoldenHans Buffet

benzrad, me, suggest a toast with baby son.

From Life as it extends

family gathering: baby and me.

for picasaweb blocked within China mainland, here part of recent photos hosted domestically.
toast for gathering
Album: Being in Journey
proud dad and independent son.

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

dreamed of generations of family hate.

last night slept lately, near 11 pm, ema even later, watching Korea TV series when i went to bed. in dawn dreamed long&lasting wrest between the evil cousin's family and me or mine. got up around 9:30am.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

dream. a dawn for my girl zhou.

in dream review the history of new China republic, its soldiers&the party leader in the fight for their future. in dawn the evil of the grandma lingered on me with dirty cold. girl zhou's visit rid me off, with warmth&sex, which lasting long till the morning sunshine. a bright sunny morning now. God saves and slaughters.

Friday, November 20, 2009

continued suffering lagging surf. got due gift from my Queens.

read since got up. the evil grandma again came over to attend baby son who lingers home for his recent heat. Internet suffers lagging speed, likely under China surveillance's harshest filtering&auditing, since i commented on a Japanese google wave on the future of China and linkage between sino-Japan. got Masheng's gift for balancing my bank account's deficit, reviewing my short time lived in Guangdong for a new job when i just got out of hometown's asylum. felt God's love&sms girl Feng, a graduate in Shanghai recently, about my inspire upon south China, the sunny land. i will pick my 4th wife there. bought baby KFC. its a sunny day and auspicious sun ray floats everywhere.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

gamed&read&watched TV series.

Internet still broken for 2 or more days. tried to check posting among countless refresh of pages. shown baby my posting in his title after family reunited&the evil grandma left. ditched pc to watch TV&crack sunflower seeds after dinner. gamed a lot till a hard mission failed us many times. read before went to bed&tried helpful tools tipped in articles.

dreamed of working space.

dreamed worked in a campany whose job likes notary, persuade other that something is right or reasonable. dreamed of banquet the company held, the leader. i in it likely with a spouse, ema or Liu, my once campus girlfriend. baby last night got heat&now under his grandma's custody.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

refined my comment, adding to my google groups.

idle in office till seeing the tall girl in QRRS. refined&added more of my comment on the Janpanese google wave to my groups. dozed&sorted bookmarks.

gamed all night.

these 2 days Internet speed very lagging. since today i had frequent problem to open pages, while d/l also usually slow than 30KB/s. gamed all night with baby, who later brought aside by his mom. might clouds gathering silently.

dreamed of hometown folks.

latest sleep recently. Interent connect first broken, lots of google service ill working while connected to the web. now most resumed. likely China surveillance hacked the telcom's router. dreamed of hometown folks, esp. the evil cousion and his eldest son.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

gamed most night.

read awhile after returned home. gamed with baby on notebook most night. really immersing the game experience!

seeing my girl in QRRS. comment on Japan&China Empire in google wave&post to knol&groups.

sorted portable in office. waited to see the tall girl in QRRS in its rush time. she wears a red coat. enjoyed harmony in heart&dozed awhile. talk to the monitor when in high mood. finished broken post on panoramio&setup reminder&autolog in buxfer with baby's kindergarten expense&QRRS' allowance. commented on a Japanese google wave, posted it to a new google knol&some of my google groups. its a day for my Masheng, my second wife and Japanese princess, and also my girl Zhou, the tall girl in QRRS now.

dream of dirty.

dreamed the grandma pregnant with my baby, and tried all her means to got birth. ema's got up woke me up, brought baby to tease me while i slept. its a bright morning outside now.

gamed last night.

read after returned home. gamed with baby since he returned. ema later watched Korea TV series online. taught baby&his mom a lesson about ema's easy angry, her fear of out of her control, her family's plot to limit baby son to their heir&dilute my influence. told baby his easy to cry was a mimic of his mom's fragile temper, urged him to be independent&think big.

Monday, November 16, 2009

post a blog for recent photos.

wrote a blog&posted with recent baby's photos of haircut&bath in office. dog on facing desk bite heavily. roamed in office, also talk with women in conjecture room. dozed among bites before leaving office. sorted disk&photos awhile.

the second snow in Qiqihar, life river floats.

this is a unexpected post, for latest post just days ago. however, baby recently had a haircut and a bath, which delayed 2 weeks for his heat, too wonderful to miss, just amid the second snow of 2009 in this eccentric northeastern China city.

this week i finally got my google wave, a powerful real time collaborative online publish tool. there r already bulks of talk about the breakthrough the google new service brought, but in my view, its a kind of tool let everyone readily and easily setup a personal forum or chatroom. its really helpful, esp. for a Chinese, who is used to limit their opinions or intimacy within small private groups or forums. that's why in China forum ran so long and still a main social media for most of Chinese Internet users. the freak of China authority also likes to see the limited spread of information as well as public opinions, felt safe trapped them in forums which mostly close and membership required to join communications there. the most popular instant message tool, QQ, also set many limits one can own a group, and the size of the group, and needless to say the backend harsh keywork censorship and event logging for the police.

its a long time when i waiting for my google wave, but its too soon to see it grows into ripe. the speed of communication on Internet likely turns more concurrent, google wave surely shown the trend, but still its public page/url based allow more solitary and worthwhile consolidation of knowledge and its improvements. looking into its future, i really feel quite bright. it rightly paves the gap between blog and instant message, results into a moderner publication media.

last week is a more or less miserable week, for i in 2 or 3 days busy in office, where the shit monitor absent for his father-in-law bought a new house, and took him there to help decoration, so the corporate lan wire he occupied can be adopted by me. so i missed waiting and saluting to the tall girl likely newly employed by QRRS, my once and long time employer. the weather also pale, let me felt gloomy. but now, the second snow surely kills, kills the evil and destroys the spies and surveillance cast over me and my Royal of China. i hope i led to the girl steadily, and God grant my beloved sooner joining my new life in this year end.

baby son these days tentatively increases threshold to bail me from approaching or kissing him, who likely contented or was encouraged to show contented with affection from his mother and his mother's family. his mother, emakingir, indeed very cheap, tries all means to cater to baby son's sometimes unreasonable dependence, to smother him in her poison love soups. that's all her and her family's plot to evil convert my baby son into their heir. God sees what a laugh it can be.

last night i taught baby and his mom another lesson, when ema clanged to a hot TV series nowadays on CCTV, the monopoly domestic media, that China nowadays' authority, CCP, mainly got their fortune from being a soldier, so long history of the republic bragging worker, including soldier, and defames scientists as a group. but the world of citizen all animals, none left in the end of their lives, except scientists and knowledge they gathered. baby first refused to sleep alone me, amid his parents, but later did after quite some silent moment echoing my powerful comment.

OK, its time to bid farewell. my dear girls, Masheng, zhou, Taiwan girl, Lü and Jiang, i badly need ur love in this boring season. my road here seemingly leading me toward the girl in my once work unit, but my eyes wide open, my palace spaciously empty for u. i wide and bewilderingly searching u from the vast starry sky. closer to me, my God, my beloved!

From baby son's haircut&bath

playful baby on the snow heap.

From baby son's haircut&bath

baby rest amid the haircut.

From baby son's haircut&bath

DON'T itch me: baby in bath.

for picasaweb blocked within China mainland, here part of recent photos hosted domestically.

with my toys: baby in bath.
messy hair ends: baby having haircut. 

dreamed of passed once colleague.

in dawn dreamed of a once colleague who left the world in his 50s'. his prime time is the chief editor of the cable tv branch of QRRS, which let him long time depressed for below anticipation reward. in the dream i learned that long time surveillance over me started. its a bright Monday morning now.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

bathed. fine tuned new wave account.

cared d/l till it almost finished. went to shower after dinner. gamed with baby while ema watched tv series online. installed new games. fine tuned new wave account.

claimed a new google account with its wave.

read/game/d/l for most of the morning. the grandma visited again&cooked. later received new google wave invitation, then claim a new google account to accept the wave account&binding with my zoho google apps account. do some customization by the way. sorted family net assets with the new account. also backup a dvd of games.

holy message in dream.

in dawn a bit restlessly for holy message stroke. dreamed of the way of the universe, of the Mightiest God, about time and space. exhausted&lately got up. now cared d/l while reading. hopefully got all stuff long queued. os likely hacked again asked reboot twice, one time requested by window's patch, one from av soft, both strange.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

gamed most day. post baby son's haircut&bath photos.

cared d/l since got up. read&gamed most of the day. accompany baby son going to haircut with his mom. the grandma visited&cleaned house&cooked dumplings. baby got bathed in night, after 2 weeks' heat. shot photos of haircut&bath, posted to picasaweb immediately. gamed with baby in night.

dreamed of hometown.

dreamed of hometown, where i help a wizard re-arrange his luxury house to decrease radiations from modern entertain equipments. also dreamed i returned hometown from fields, met women in front of the village. after woke up, sex desire turns strong, dreamed made love with baby's mom and another female in a house.

Friday, November 13, 2009


enjoyed peace of reset os. gamed with baby since night. baby later enjoy the companion of his mom's students here receiving tutorial, while i launched to read. baby later play pc game with his mom. baby these days cold to me while more dependent to his mom, which more or less hurt me.

sorted os.

dreamed of campus in dawn. fine tuned my google waves at home. dozed in office among dogs' bitings. sorted os&backup in afternoon. its a pale day, started to snow when i on way back home. God blesses.

Thursday, November 12, 2009


bought ready food for dinner&ate at once after family reunited at home. gamed all night. all tried new games. succeeded a mission, which blocked us twice. nicely.

fine tuned my google wave while d/l.

in dawn dreamed of the tall girl in QRRS. backup stuff to dvd at home while search for web resource of game "call of duty: modern war 2" to d/l. ask a dog colleague to help me d/l the game but failed, result in missing book lunch. ate another lunch in office while waiting finishing d/l game "manhunt". fine tuned my google wave in afternoon, with helpful online archives. seeing the tall girl in QRRS before the work time of afternoon. its a pale day, i immersed in work.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

gamed while d/l.

read since returned home, while d/l. gamed all night with baby, succeeded 2 mission. tried new small games. chatted with hometown folks.

post recent photos&a related blog entry to my publication channels.

sorted portable in office. post recent photos to our web album, panoramio. wrote a blog for the bright days&posted it in office. let d/l while operating publication. clouds clear after the task done. enjoy peace of clear winter sky.

bright days, new life pending.

these days mostly sunny days, with warm air and enlightening sun ray. this week i enjoyed my working space a lot: with twitter updates in view, and instant message of most accounts ready at fingertip. what's most exciting, i got google voice for 3 family google accounts, in the cheat of American user. even now i don't have a single friend outside of inland, i still felt quite contented with the powerful tool google offers. i in view the day China united with the freedom world in borderless clearly. i envision China can be a interesting and respectable partner of the fruitful Christian culture.

also we got quite some social sites interwoven. i finished the needed authentication to let post to my facebook, twitter via 3rd part tools, like seesmic or brizzly, both too nice to miss. i see its quite right to make full use of this kind of posting against spying eye from day to day harsh China surveillance. the world of cyberspace merging into coherence while China authority tries all its means to separate China from the world democracy, Chinese to global citizen.

this week we less gamed, for after experience so many breathtaking large games, baby son and me both loathed to try less interesting games, or small games. but a recent release, "De blob", attracted him 2 nights. he gamed it alone. we also picked his favorite game, "Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Balls", we made progress in once dead lock in another large game.

its a peaceful warm winter afternoon now. i didn't saw the tall girl in QRRS for 2 days, in the rush time of QRRS, my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise. last time when i shown my salute from my office window, she abrupt cut way to the other side of the road just under my window with her female companion. i see its a signal of her loath of waiting and being watched. the coming 2 days i busy in office, missing the rush time people's flow outside of the lane. i really don't intend to do anything, i trust God to bring me my beloved. and by the way, now i want to attend my baby till he grows 8 years on the earth. on the other side, i would never miss a chance to live in the harmony with my girl, in warmth of new life.

its work time now. dogs around biting heavily as usual. the day before yesterday i decided to give up the inspire upon a cute girl in the community of 139.com, a affiliate of the monopoly of Chinamobile. i got holy message that the name is complicated for me, for my longing for sanity and dewy, longing of pure girl. i see ever brighter future of my love.

bye for now, all my beloved. i pray u r in right mood and feeling love of the blessed, love of peace. winter coming, chill gathering, but lasting is the saint and pure light heart.

From Life as it extends

the road every day baby son, warren zhu, took the bus to his kindergarten. the far end is railway telcom.

From Life as it extends

the best beloved, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe, in fighting game, in his mom's house, with his new pants.

From Life as it extends

sunset, tower, and ravens' gathering in early winter in Qiqhar.

new moon appears early in early winter dusk.
baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, in his fighting game, with his favorite new pants. 

more of scene of early winter in Qiqihar, northeastern China:

got up earlier&let d/l.

ema got up to make water&caught by me. i then also went lavatory. then let d/l. teased baby son who refused to got up. felt hungry&cram some bread.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


read since returned home, attend d/l. sorted stuff newly got to dvd. gamed with baby on notebook since he returned. tried a new game "borderless".

dealt broken 163 email account in office.

sorted portable. try to fix baby son's missing 163 email account from old archive. the facing dog bited heavily, with exotic movie online. file restore process to 163.com, a Chinese portal, with personal credential detail after lunch. in the same time let d/l a game from web. too busy to watch the talk girl as usual in rush time of QRRS.

Monday, November 9, 2009

sort email clients. read&gamed in night.

most of the day in office sorted portable, esp. email client for yahoo&netease email accounts. handed in baby son's fee for his kindergarten. bought baby KFC. returned home later then baby son&his mom. the night house was dirty by the evil boy student ema tutored. gamed with baby.

dreamed of sister.

baby last night slept between his mom&me. dreamed of elder sister, who refused my logging daily activities. in dream played with nephews. got up earlier than usual&saw baby's leaving for his kindergarten.

Sunday, November 8, 2009


read all day. showered after noon. baby contented with a interesting game. the grandma later left after washed clothes. a peaceful day.

a brilliant sunny morning.

last night in fact snowing, but it turns a zillion sunny morning. late sleep&dreamed of blood bond&betray&killing. baby played alone with his toy gun when i got up. hopeful today blessed.

Saturday, November 7, 2009


read after got up. neighbor boy&his mom visit ema for tutorial. they brought baby some dvds. babbled with the mother, who the same age with me. dozed after noon&so did baby son. gamed in night with baby. finished reading to cnbeta feeds. a snow likely goes this night.

it shallowly drizzled last night, to baptised us.

last night i preached&strong words let myself restlessly awhile. this morning i got up earliest&found it drizzled. God, ur way is so apparent&formative!

Friday, November 6, 2009

read&gamed. taught baby's mother a lesson.

bought KFC food for baby. the evil grandma lingered in bedroom for a long time&tried to cater to baby. fetched baby to game. ema cooked needles. the only evil boy student shown temptation, so taught the bitch son a lesson&urged the beast to leave ema by changing another tutor. taught baby&his mom a lesson when we alone. told ema i m leaving in 2 or 3 years, after baby got 8 years old.

elated with coming beloved.

read since morning. idle in office, reviewing my thirst for the girl in QRRS, my once employer, and my sweat on 139.com. its first a pale morning but soon turns into a bright&a bit sultry sunny day. bought baby KFC to thanksgiving, elated with seeing love grows in&between me&my beloved.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

gamed most the night.

read since returned home. ema cooked me delicious beam foam as i asked. gamed with baby on notebook most of the night, while ema tutored. tonight the d/l speedy.

fine tuned profile at 139.com. thirty after a girl there.

the grandma cared baby son again for baby still in heat.read since got up. in office got a bonus of ¥100. roamed in corridor for the thirst after the tall girl in QRRS, and a girl online within the community on 139.com. saw the tall girl in QRRS again in rush time of the company. felt both of us recognized it, our anticipation on each other. fine tuned my profile on 139&research the girl's profile there, adding new photos, aiming to attract the girl with splendid figure on 139.com. God sees my fate with new lives&marriages.

dreamed of sex, hometown,

dreamed of sex&virgin. dreamed of traffic to hometown village. dreamed of the neighbor boy. villagers again busy with cult ceremony in dream. praying for new life in my life.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

gamed a lot with baby while the evil grandma lingered here.

read awhile while baby played alone. ema lingered in her school till 7pm for mid-term exam. baby son gamed a lot with me, till the grandma cooked for him. the cold blood animal counted on her dirty money&remind me that when i reading. talk a lot to baby. he also blocked an once colleague in QRRS attempted, who also a hometown folk&my first marriage broker or pusher, to touch my second marriage. there quite some persons around in QRRS attempted to leave a print in my new life with my girl, likely the third wife, girl zhou, who let me start my cyberspace presence when i attempted to pursue her online.

sorted portable.

sorted portable in office.surfed awhile after lunch. saw the tall girl again&felt she should be a zhou. left office special earlier to avoid the dirts from the gay in the backing office . God promises me what i choose, what in saint and dewy. baby stay playing at home when i arrived.

dreamed of loving a tall girl at hometown.

baby last night slept amid of his parents&this dawn moved to narrowly aside me. he also got heat in midnight. dreamed of in my hometown, got love with a tall girl. its now a bright sunny morning. ema put me on a new trousers.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009


read since returned home&let d/l. gamed with baby in night. ema suggest buying ready food&i did. babbled with baby about modern military while the demon boy student of ema poison the air. its nice day for now i enjoy google voice service.

finally settled my google voice.

tried to claim family google voice since last night&this morning. won one before leaving home to office. in office tried to claim another virtual US phone, which a must for applying google voice. a home town folk in QRRS, ask my aid for his colleague's pc he ruined, i only suggest links of portable av warez. for restlessly want more gvoice, i returned home earlier, around 1pm, and at once won it at home. its a pale day, gloomy sky tells me my beloved out of duty for tender love. i felt blessed at once after got up, for its likely drizzled last night. google really a nice giant!

Monday, November 2, 2009

read&hunt for resource to d/l.

review love between baby son&me, moved&dozed in office. roamed in office. sorted portable after lunch. returned home after the evil dog on facing desk seated. the grandma brought baby out after i started to read, the evil reckon to poison my relation with baby with her family's dirty money power remind me. gamed with baby in the night. its all time a bright day.

dreamed of baby son.

last night baby got heat. i taught him lesson on over-protect&evil affiliations, till his mom can't afford&let me shot up. i felt my words of God is strong. this morning the granny came over to see baby son.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

read all night. doubting God, baby son, my life ahead.

read&try new game just got from web. baby still over-protected by his evil mom. they moved to bedroom just after her last student left. i doubting God, baby son, the God i trusted, my time in current family to baby-sitter baby son's growth, and my new life with my awaiting beloved, my girls. God sees, u don't break me any more.