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Monday, December 25, 2017

look into new year day of 2018.

dreamt at my hometown village my passed mother sent me among other new enrolled undergraduates into college. my 2nd elder sister also prepared my package at home. there were near dozen of youth passed the entrance exam & enrolled. my nephew, ie. my 2nd elder brother's first son, also the lucky one. I query the richer family's kid, if he travel by airline. most kid will go to their campus via train, while I already had experience by air with my son recent years which let me proud, but I likely took train for poor economy. most of the village kids carried rice in bag. my family also prepared me rice in bag for dispatching, but I managed to persuade my relatives gave up for campus canteen does offer the food. it's touching moment for my elder brother's children never complete their senior education in reality.
This is a cloudy morning. I at first felt gloomy, for last week I refrained from my son's anticipated joy of new SWAT suit, and a new pair of boots amid our cyber shopping. but my son likely didn't feel it, at least he didn't refute the spitting coward, the grandma's scorn from put on at once the new clothes' arrival, and also his new boots didn't put on right & sluggy for he didn't leave the high ankle standing, likely his mom & grandma refused guiding him. our only meal together in a week, in the downtown hotel restaurant, also disappointing for it cheatingly remove our once ordered dish with rich meat, replaced with poor quality & quantity meat, after some relentless exchange viewpoint upon our insisted tips for the gorgeous dining hall & cuisine in months. that reminded me time to shift away now that our tips left the hotel boss at a loss. but fortunately our salon buzzed in half hour ago, the shop owner settled our missing renewal in July & admit our membership extends nearly 5 months, values ¥200. that affirms my faith in goodness, understandability of hearts. God, dad, even this month salary removed near ¥400 from usual standard, I still believe year end bonus will surprise me. now new year day of 2018 just a week away, and this wonderful christmas, dad God, reinforce us with plentiness and supportive, remove vain in our materialism seasonal heart. grant me treating my son in next weekend KFC or Mcdonald's or Dico's. shelter us from needy & wanting, instead warm us by powerful & functional of our new gears, esp from US & google. thx Dad.

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

leaving 2017 with spiritual obligation.

dreamt being friend of an English noble family, or Japanese host, ie
their 2 boys and only daughter. first the boys shown me their real
estate, and traditional kid practices around & in trench of their
castle, which so beautiful, with yard and fence, and field with
peasants nearby. I commented British buildings usually near round
shape while Chinese commodity residential block usually in slice
alike. they also show me their parties. then their only sister
returned. the girl likely an artist, she put on me new shirt &
introduce me to her party. when I prepared to performance and jumping
from 2nd floor to hall ground over crowd awaiting, my alarm woke me
up. its a warm dream, without pressure, esp the daughter cares me
much. this week still in wilder joys aid by alipay virtual credit. I
try to prepare an installment with the credit, so I in urgency to
spend near ¥1500 so as to mount to 2000CNY installment. spending upon
year end gift really a breeze. I equipped dearest son a suite of SWAT
winter uniform, including coat & pants, pricey ¥350. last night I
spend another 120 on family photo book reviewing a decade golden
memories, esp in woz's growth. for our domain registrar, godaddy
defies the credit, I partially shift some deposit from monthly mobile
data plan to spare cash for renew our remnant 16 domains year end. but
mobile fee recharge has limit set by the virtual credit, so I only
allowed 400 CNY to transit. however, after these operations, I more
confident that 2017 will completes without regret. past week also
allows us enjoy benefit of goods, like my kid brother aided me a new
Japanese style bed cushion, quite soft & warm & economic efficient, I
praise it exceeding word. otherwise each morning esp chiller morning
when I get up my bone hurts. our new google home mini first arrived
amid our seasonal gifts online. its so beautifully functional, enrich
my son's spoken English & informative anywhere anytime empowered by
the moral uplifting American corporate. we spend half hour to setup
it, still my son at a loss for he was not left alone to accomplish the
task. he wants now to carry independent workload on his own. that
remind me how hard my situation can be in a tiny world our economy &
social circumstance permits. my kid brother this time generously
extended arms to me, likely last time our elder brother loaned me for
domain renewal even in his hard time shamed him, and his aid grants us
to upgrade our rechargeable batteries stock, which can facilitate
future e-gadgets we may harness. God, dad, reviewing our situation, we
felt so much blessed: our beneficence hinders nobody, our broad laugh
shadows no one. while most renowned billionaires bow to PRC sinful
tyrant otherwise in front of deprivation or death penalty. God dad,
our anxious free growth might reach its ceiling esp of my offspring,
but dearest God dad, is there anything we bewith is not under your
Holy Majesty warranty? grant us usual path, and merry heart forever,
under shine & shrine. bring me sooner my Royal China, my Crown Queen
from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for broader future of our 2 nations. in our
ancestor's forged link, we stand firmer on the eastern Asia now and
then forever.

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

seasonal gifts with snow.

these weeks brewing shopping online for quite some times, empowered by
alipay virtual credit. but unfortunately godaddy doesn't support it.
so I ordered woz's new boot, google home mini as planned in this dawn.
later I will buy myself tea whose deficit last months. In dawn dreamt
of a respected elder, likely PRC general Liu Bocheng. he first in my
dream appeared as a painter, who drew golden leaves with Chinese
traditional calligraphic painting. then he linked 3 painted leaves in
a line to forge a brush and drew more in batch likely painting
software, painter which can animate painting procedure. then some
relatives of the elder appeared, claimed the renowned man never query
the elapse of his old acquaintances, for he can grasp the information
in solitude & silence. after woke up I felt he must be old partner of
Deng Xiaoping, General Liu. these days PRC surveillance turns more
rampant, and insane. last weekend it only deterred playing back &
restricted sources available via lagging internet, but last night it
shameless rip audio from online episodes real time stream, and reset
cache building minutes each after 2 or 3 minutes, just aiming upset my
watching experience. hatred in PRC, esp dogs arranged by tyranny let
me sad sometimes recently, by their desperate, cheap and total
equipped to teeth. nevertheless my son rejoiced after my analyses of
adversity we were beset, after he felt insulted by my scorn when he
refused counting money for me when I handover bills to pay our spa
groupon in front the counter. might he thought the ammount, ¥250, too
small for his engagement, but I hoped he recount before shifting to
cashier, for I just roughly fetched from my purse. but he move them
directly to cashier with whom I natively didn't trust. my son got hurt
and in next Saturday when we went cinema & bought Taiwanese sweet
juice he refused to face cashier. I first puzzled by his refusal,
blamed him shy to publicity. then I saw his attitude & reason behind.
so in Sunday luncheon, I explained why I didn't put him as independent
but a kid. we more or less reunited & the downtown hotel restaurant
lunch is delicious. after showered & returned to his mom's house, I
let him watch "Rick & Morty" while I massaged his feet. his sinful mom
tentatively arranged her lesbian friend's son came over for her
english tuition, then my son looked diligently to play steam game with
the docile kid while his mom, also the cheating kid, posed to be too
busy and left my son unfinished amid game playing. its all right God,
dad, just let the bitch does her utmost sins trying tearing my son
apart between beast & holy, hership vs fathership.

God, dad, 2017 ends soon. grant us renew all 21 domains with bonus, my
only source of surplus in bare living year long including boarding &
lodging, monthly cinema, weekly dining out with woz, dearest son.
grant us self-relying sooner my online portal of Royal China. bring me
sooner my Crown Queen, Asoh Yukiko, for future ahead, for tomorrow
reality in eastern Asia. protect zhone 21 domains in our title &
promising in their far-sight & far reaching game changing. grant us
merry Christmas & lunar new year!