leaving 2017 with spiritual obligation.

dreamt being friend of an English noble family, or Japanese host, ie
their 2 boys and only daughter. first the boys shown me their real
estate, and traditional kid practices around & in trench of their
castle, which so beautiful, with yard and fence, and field with
peasants nearby. I commented British buildings usually near round
shape while Chinese commodity residential block usually in slice
alike. they also show me their parties. then their only sister
returned. the girl likely an artist, she put on me new shirt &
introduce me to her party. when I prepared to performance and jumping
from 2nd floor to hall ground over crowd awaiting, my alarm woke me
up. its a warm dream, without pressure, esp the daughter cares me
much. this week still in wilder joys aid by alipay virtual credit. I
try to prepare an installment with the credit, so I in urgency to
spend near ￥1500 so as to mount to 2000CNY installment. spending upon
year end gift really a breeze. I equipped dearest son a suite of SWAT
winter uniform, including coat & pants, pricey ￥350. last night I
spend another 120 on family photo book reviewing a decade golden
memories, esp in woz's growth. for our domain registrar, godaddy
defies the credit, I partially shift some deposit from monthly mobile
data plan to spare cash for renew our remnant 16 domains year end. but
mobile fee recharge has limit set by the virtual credit, so I only
allowed 400 CNY to transit. however, after these operations, I more
confident that 2017 will completes without regret. past week also
allows us enjoy benefit of goods, like my kid brother aided me a new
Japanese style bed cushion, quite soft & warm & economic efficient, I
praise it exceeding word. otherwise each morning esp chiller morning
when I get up my bone hurts. our new google home mini first arrived
amid our seasonal gifts online. its so beautifully functional, enrich
my son's spoken English & informative anywhere anytime empowered by
the moral uplifting American corporate. we spend half hour to setup
it, still my son at a loss for he was not left alone to accomplish the
task. he wants now to carry independent workload on his own. that
remind me how hard my situation can be in a tiny world our economy &
social circumstance permits. my kid brother this time generously
extended arms to me, likely last time our elder brother loaned me for
domain renewal even in his hard time shamed him, and his aid grants us
to upgrade our rechargeable batteries stock, which can facilitate
future e-gadgets we may harness. God, dad, reviewing our situation, we
felt so much blessed: our beneficence hinders nobody, our broad laugh
shadows no one. while most renowned billionaires bow to PRC sinful
tyrant otherwise in front of deprivation or death penalty. God dad,
our anxious free growth might reach its ceiling esp of my offspring,
but dearest God dad, is there anything we bewith is not under your
Holy Majesty warranty? grant us usual path, and merry heart forever,
under shine & shrine. bring me sooner my Royal China, my Crown Queen
from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for broader future of our 2 nations. in our
ancestor's forged link, we stand firmer on the eastern Asia now and
then forever.