be21zh.org, bring China abreast 21 century二一新纪

Monday, December 22, 2008

a busy weekends with lots of gaming and playing.

past weeking with too much joy. in the weekends baby played lots of pc games. i catered to him and let baby with lots of funs. yesterday his mother brought him to join a baby play yard in a supermarktet. the facility is quite new&innovative, so attracted lots of parents with their babies. baby lingered there for more than 3 hours, till he bumped onto a hard object and cried. we lunched with feature snacks from northwestern China, served within the supermarket. then baby&me slept for 2 hours, while ema tutored at home. baby soon watched baby dvds after woke up, and the night was peaceful and harmonious.

this morning i felt frustrated with a nightmare. i dreamed i missing my beauties and refused compromise, then i seemingly lost all my support and left isolated, i later had to sleep on a bed with a dwarf. just at the moment i really left my pillar my baby son, warren zhu, gradually took and slept on bare bed, and returned to dream. the feeling of unfavorable with God let me unease, and felt frustrated. in the morning i felt very sleepy, while ema again got up early and chatter with her mom arrived. baby almost in dream told his mom he dislike to join kindergarten today.

that's my poor dawn. now the sunshine likely bright outside of the window, even the curtain in office heavily blocked it. i hope i didn't miss anything i need care. i forever line up with God.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

dad, u left us exactly two years today

these days i busy with site building as usual. last night i felt a bit sleeplessly for i too anxious about coming google adsense account. this morning i continued to fine touch my homepage on google page creator, adding google friend connect and modifying layout, correcting forms' errs. dog in China surveillance blocked my domain since yesterday, for they hate and terrified by our sight over the world. i determined to get my adsense account, expanding our means to penetrating the world of our sight and message for the bright and in Chinese, Ming Dynasty. i had waited for the messaging method for months.

this noon, after our grandson's mother left at her house, i checked my cellphone and found its ur memorial day. grand Dad, i didn't attend ur funeral ceremony, but God let me pick ur land, and ur kingdom from outside of 2 thousand miles, in this northeastern corner of China. i do enjoy the task u left me, and engaged with it all my life. dad, where can i find u again? those golder years when u attending my growth? dad, i cared my baby like attending u, i took the world onto him just like u attending me aside forever, rid the need of phisically. dad, my God, i forever attending u, forever listen to u, that's my vow in front of God last year when i in crisis. God, u know, and u forever know.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

warren&me now have artistic avatar, with link&logo on it.

i prepared the photo sketching warez the night before yesterday. yesterday in the beginning of the morning i launched to edit our avatars. with the aid of powerful softwares it very easy to got a artistic avatar design. i included our name and website on it, which quite satisfied me. but the process uploaded to my websites uneasy. dog in China surveillance heavily blocked me.last afternoon before the end of work time i almost spent 2 hours vainly trying to upload to qq alumni or my gmail. in the night after i forcifully moved baby who watched dvds for 2 hours away from pc and continuted to upload avatars to qq alumni. uploading finished quite smooth, but when i attempted to set it as my avatar in my profile there, dog again jammed my surfing and forced me gaveup. and they deleted the icq blog of my baby, warren zhu, the hope of China, this 4rd time of deletation.

this morning i uploaded avatars to my picasaweb. but when i backup my files to my gmail, they blocked it again and cut off t he Internet access in lan. they peeking on the lan, and stealen almost all my confidentials. they then broke into my accounts and messed up and blacken/distorted my message under my compromised confidentials. God sees and laughes for the shaddow in the dark of China.

benzrad's avatars:

warren's avatars:

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

bookmarks daily 11/18/2008

Posted from Diigo. The rest of my favorite links are here.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

sunny day after snow

last night very cold and the sky was dark brown. i told ema next day likely would snow. after lately woke up i found the quite bright sunny day outside of the window. it really snowed last night. its the biggest snow ever in this winter. baby soon occupied the pc with his cousions here been tutored by ema. i felt boring and sleepy. so i took camera to shot.

last week is really busy. i extended my ownership over my domain, be21zh.org, relogon my old account after 9 years on icq, and claimed warren one. adding all our frequent groups on it. post site update announcement among my google apps sites. successful gain 2 alumni on qq xiaoyou, a China im community, after its stern censorship. all these under China surveillance, who remind me everywhere. in last step, i synchronized my family new claimed sites' bookmarks with my family personal and groups diigo's bookmarks accounts, for example, http://groups.diigo.com/…benzyrnill , its just so cool being online.

this afternoon i busy with uploading new shot photos and a movie to picasaweb and youtube. picasa soon accept all my uploading. but youtube and later other sites, likely under surveillance, very slow in speed. i know again the hacking backgroup itching for messing and blocking.

that's my good time today. i never more felt tomorrow belong to me, and the final say forever from God.

bye. i love u, my beauty still in anonymous. i longing in being with u aside me every moment in my life.

View Album

Get your own

update: in the night baby bathed after 2 weeks for cold. he didn't shower for more than 2 weeks, for he got cold recently. he sometimes hate water mixing into his eyes when baby, but more time glad to shower. tonight he surely had a good time.

View Album

Get your own

Mobile post sent by benzillar using Utterli.

Replies.

Friday, November 14, 2008

bookmarks daily 11/14/2008

Posted from Diigo. The rest of my favorite links are here.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

my domain, be21zh.org, got extended ownership

i finally rid my anxiousness about my ownership over my registered domain, be21zh.org. on March 7 this year, with the aid from my Nankai Univ. alnumni in US, i got free the domain i endeared. the passing half years saw my building brick from brick on the domain, for the holy mission of rebuilding my vested land of China. however, in recent months, with improved salary in nowadays China expanding economic policy, i felt now high time to pay longer ownership over the domain, with which i reckon as my family route to reignite my kingdom in dark for hundred years. i first tried to contact the alumni in US but in vain. 2 emails resulted in silence. i then post my problem on google group, gfan, a Chinese group detonated for spreading google services, and soon 2 pals tried to help me out. i chatted with one in qq, a Chinese mainstream im, and made the deal. the guy from a Chinese web host company, rashost at http://www.rashost.com/ ,and brief me on the Internet payment as well as International payment, main via paypal. i spent almost 2 days aftermath on credit card, which likely vastly blocking most poor Chinese from its usage for the poor China social welfare/credit system, and paypal in China. i finally gaveup attempt to apply for a credit card upon its high threshold, but took a practical method, via interim agent to pay my cart acting in my title, ie, with my account confidential, with the money i remit in advance. it finished in blink, just out of our open chat window awhile. nothing can be compared with the complacence of this operation. Chinese business surely under coarse situation which led more cheats and forge, but single Chinese no doubt acting obediently for the sake of his business.

i love my domain, and the responsibility with it. i hope i can see the fruit sooner than i can see the bright future of China in remolding.

bye, all my beloved, and the surveillance. i surely live and live happily and in lengthiness. God sees.

Mobile post sent by be21zh using Utterli.

Replies.