last night baby asked to play games all time. the tv weather forecasted a snow night. this morning i got up early to let pc download, then i found the snow even the moment stopped. all road covered with white, even its a common scene in the north. last snow was heavy and cost quite some time before the road workers clean it from road. i then picked my new cameraand shot some photos from our windows. i remembered earlier years when baby still just can walk, every snow day i wouldcarried him outside to shot photos, but now baby and me neither have the mood to hang outside.
today again most of time accompany baby playing pc games. i m a avid new games chaser while baby just want to make fun. i restlessly monitor the new games' release via p2p networks. its really handy to follow the byte flow of shared stuff, not only u got a birdview of the development of games or warez or music, all kind of resources, their industries, but u also can make a close contacts with the stuff, like a great free grocery shop.
these days pragmatic thoughts frequent me, let divine deeply beneth routine life of my being contented with what i had now, esp. the view of my elder time in solitude alone in dusty corner. i put my faith in God, but these days i was stuffed with worry of world leaving me away and helix up. i see the danger of being buried, and the bet to mute me in leasing, i was but left to God, my God. that's my fate.
its a not bad day today, esp. now after showered in public bathroom, even a bit with fatigues, the snow continued again when i way home. i long for my home town, in this lunar year end, and holiday celebrating accumulating. i miss those folks, esp. the young generation there. i miss the bright sunshine and the leasure of life. i stayed here for being forgot, for being ignored. i always look forward the new horizon.
that's my new year's wish, in ur view, God.
attachment is baby son, warren zhu, with his ball candy on Jan 17, 2009, a day before the 7th snow in Qiqihar, China.
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