shared concerns.

these days very sleepy, esp amid moisture from rains. last night it
again thunderstorm. the rhythm really beautiful! I had to choose from
online radio music or the nature gift, and finally I muted my
artificial speaker and opt out rhythm outside in late dark silence.
the rains is so rich that my quilt in decades first time turned wet
and a bit uncomfortable. God dad, it's so good. this week I also
researched new chromebox product line and felt high time to equip
myself one. in almost a week I thought it over where to fund it, till
holy message let me give up till I my own can afford it. It's sad to
bye from it but more reasonable, for most computers we had still in
their support life cycle within next year. I love them, and would
easily let them retired. the night before yesterday I felt too happy
to waste, so I buzzed my 3rd elder sister. her son again seemingly
unhappy with my call and likely deterred it. when I talked with my
sister, she also seemingly in unrest. now I saw possibly their family
in trouble: her daughters-in-law turned hostile to her. their lesbian
tendency puzzled my sister and her sons. the wives lost vision and
discipline, while my sister and her family inexperienced. in latest
lunar spring festival we stayed together back to 2016, I should
noticed the unbalance of harmony but I usually don't probing. God dad,
the sin of fallen women in my life taught me lesson already. I hope
glory of my family, under title Zhu and Crown of China Empire, didn't
hurt those little wives. God dad, care my relatives in need. and heal
those envious hearts in shine of holy.
these days also might be hard for my son, who just entered his summer
vacation while I let him wait for August to visit and linger my dorm
for couple days. his sinful mother again attempted to censor it and
probably set hurdles. while I busy with financial supportive, I saw so
many hard while exciting moments ahead. God dad, our hope is your
mercy. let summer 2018 arrives our hearts that praying for growth. in
this tipping world torn by trade war and hate war, let's reunite in
one in unity, or consolidate us in common sense of future
non-disputable, for coming world of my title, of Holy blessing,
wouldn't be scattered anymore. (shits! PRC surveillance might broke my
pc, here again during my writing broke down my internet, which never
happened in 2 weeks after failed attempt to punish over our new
equipment last 2 months.)
It is the most beautiful summer since I settled here for near 30
years. while the season is swift here on higher altitude, I hope
sooner arrival of the sultry, and lingering season of beautiful female
flesh and sunny skyline. God dad, bring me sooner my Royal China, and
my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. grant me another chromebox for
its hyper-system above chromeOS and Android. in foreseeable future,
google will bring 3rd OS merging Linux, Android, ChromeOS, let us
affordable for the wonderful experience google brings. in my son's
coming visit, let me afford a more satisfying arrangement of dining,
play, exercise, and pure gathering. thx dad God, in this cloudy
morning.