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Saturday, March 18, 2017

peace after storm.

at first dreamt of Emma Watson whose private photos leaked on web. I
enjoy amazing sex with her. then dreamt I arrange my son woz to be
trained by instrumental music under old traditional musician likely
from QRRS art troupe which includes an old man and woman each. then in
Mao's era he or we sent to western China to re-educate. we passed
through dangerous Yellow River which threaten its bank area. we
arrived northwestern China and planted a tree from our hometown. then
dreamt I trained my son or myself badminton. I long time easily mimic
serving but response speed far from satisfying when dealing or
rebound. in dream I wonder if I just lack boring but heavy exercises
or real expertise coached. this week again especially busy. I setup
google authenticator app for our frequent google accounts 2 step
verification. for sms verification less convenient and less secure in
which each time informs PRC surveillance my logon. GFW heavily blocked
my operation first place, once lagged me more than half hour to load
an authentication code page, forced me to retreat mid way for dinner.
but next day I did it again without pains. yesterday dabbog.com
backend web app updated by godaddy hosting automatically, but it broke
and halt the site. when I tried to fix it, I again heavily blocked.
loading loops, irresponsible webpage, etc. I left its breakdown open
possible vulnerable well known and went jog after dinner. in the night
after dinner, I fixed it with less human pests, while again my
restored sites less accessible on my dorm internet, but web proxy
testifies its soundness. my facing dorm room has new residents. a
young guy frequently loose its door and shown himself on the deeper
bed busy in the leaking light. I doubting if he welcome visitors or
exchange of neighborhood, or just convenient to spy me. but my
internet these days actually under harsher surveillance and intervenes
amid. but this week not all sad, I sorted our google voice assets and
prepared to make good use of them. I deploy more google or google apps
accounts for maintain their gvoice in use. now salary will arrive
days, God dad, grant me freedom to recharge our accounts for smooth
operative. grant me financial freedom for coming laundry bill to woman
in dorm canteen, ¥200. I also badly need trousers with mobile pocket
for my son and my own. dad God, godaddy hosting plan soon needs
renewal. and I usually penniless before year end bonus. get me out of
the dangerous situation, dad God, bring my cyberspace startup with my
other concerns peacefully onto faezrland, our vested land from my
ancestor under Holy. bring it with bliss and breeze.

Saturday, March 11, 2017

dreamt of insects after first fulfilled deal of laundry.

first dream in highly dense space, human crowd with dense snakes.
those baby snakes in every atom of air, or liquid, like spray. that's
quite shockingly frightening. they didn't bite but terrifying. then
dreamt my son and his mom's family. I likely returned from long
journey and urged his mom to restore normal life. the woman and her
mom recognized our previous marriage hopelessly sank. they arranged
extraordinary a meal to farewell. when I prepare tea, I found many
large strong black ants busy moving in the jar neck. its again such a
shocking scene I almost lose clinch to the jar. they all likely
concerns the first time handover of my laundry deal with dorm canteen
woman. last week when I visited my son and brought him to shower in
public shared bathroom, I found my dirty clothes a week there was not
washed. the small woman several times threatened not to wash my
clothes even I offered her monthly ¥150 many months but recently due
to credit crisis I asked permission to indebted her. so this time I
thought ripe to be more independent. I informed my son the new expense
and he agreed. returned to dorm, I headed to dorm canteen where the
woman in charge of preparing food materials right there for ordering.
I discussed the possibility to pay her to wash my clothes. she first
defied, with encouragement from the executive woman, she accept my
proposal of increased ¥50 to ¥200/month. last Friday dusk, before I
dined there, the executive woman fetched me the washed clothes, our
first deal sealed, except my payment. for penniless, I asked the woman
loan me ¥200 for visiting my son weekends. then she told me my recent
months bill with canteen didn't clear, for my kid brother promised to
pay instead of me in his last year's visit now evaded by him. I
previously called him to pay my online shopping but my phone number
likely blacklisted and redirected. so I never knew what's going on
with him. the woman said she sms my brother but never responded. I
told her I visioned I lost my brother's aid but I never equipped
financially to save the situation, so I didn't probe my due payment in
canteen any more. the woman disliked my answer so I promised will call
my brother in the night. on jogging after dinner, I buzzed my 3rd
elder sister and hope she check our kid brother's status, she accepted
the task. when I went to toilet for toothbrush hours later, I saw the
canteen worker woman washing there. I told her I will pay her as soon
as I get my salary this month, ie. 2 weeks later. she replied no hurry
cordially. God dad, I know it will be OK after all, but the situation
now really draining. this week I also try web tutorial to setup
selective vpn routing to escape PRC main sites' discriminating foreign
ips, but so far failed. in so many programs I benefited from online
communities discussions, now I have to cope it on my own for solution.
I tried to contact vpn support team but out of their service scope and
denied help. I also contact godaddy PRC office girl last time helped
me with discount for unknown renewal price increase, evasive
conversations sucks in grudge. this week makes me sad when I last
night reviewed it, but also affirm my determination to sit with them,
those deny of service, and breakthrough on my own. God dad, bring me
sooner my Royal China to sustain my cultivation here, bring me my new
family and hope of stepping out of adversity here. bring me learning
ability in every stages in my life. bring me my Crowned Queen from
Japan, Asoh Yukiko, to better my children's life. in a few hours I
will visit my son, in your mercy our joys will doubles.

Thursday, March 2, 2017

dream from mission now.

dreamt of genius. dreamt my elder brothers, hometown folks, once
leaders in QRRS, all turned old. I passed them who playing Majiang
together and felt sad. then myself turns older and unbearable
intelligent work. then a cheap soul like CCP cadre invents
sculpturing on glass with color, replace paintings on it manuscript or
oil print. its merit is clear and vivid in 3D, but cost is material
wasted once solid sculptured, not reusable. I wondered CCP
administrative manner, reckless and environment unfriendly. then dream
the inventor, a guy super genius: he needn't backup hardware settings,
like I backup system images and important data times and relentlessly,
he talks directly to hardware binary likes operating software in GUI.
later he talked directly to a goat, let it be friend with me and my
son. the goat hears and got it. yesterday woz's new trousers I ordered
on taobao.com, for redeem my guilty in scorning him for no due respect
of new broadband internet, arrived, for its deliverer, yto.com, well
organized in its arena, really speedy. but what we demand, pocket for
cellphone, not exists on the trousers, instead, a fake pocket without
depth but just a zip for decoration. my son complained carrying
smartphone in his jacket pocket can be clogging, and loathes to bring
a new cheaper Chinese cellphone all day long. returned to dorm, I
tried to contact the taobao vendor. the site, taobao.com, quite
unfriend against its web service users, even punishing non client end
app users, from geographic restriction to frequently failing web im it
support only. I switched 3 computers, from chromeos to android to
windows, its im quits on all 3 platforms while previously it works
sometimes. I lately find the vendor's mobile phone and settled
replacing with new one our required pocket satisfied. I really need a
cellphone pocketed trousers, too, but we just can't afford it now even
its beneficence obvious and goodness predicts. in the night I watched
a documentary on world economic bubble burst emerging on youtube, that
reminds my vision Christian and other poverty pestered world esp
Islamic area, their competition lasts thousand years. government
bailout grows larger and severer, but America has to cope with
challenges from cheap human society's crowd, the bubble of wastes, esp
China and Islamic states. its time to show who is the chosen. now time
for Trump to discipline US and get rid of cheap people's siege. time
for beautiful new One world of Christian, around Israel. time to
manifest the world developmental power is not cheap human power, nor
cheap dictation in Communism, nor terrorist Muslim. only Christian the
life of prosperous, the source of plenty. time to clean the planet
with AI and robots, time to rid earth off cheap human beings and beast
alike terrorist, both too rampant and waste of land and air. this is
new mission for Trump, also mission of my Royal China of China Empire
reset ahead then lasting 1109 years. this is salvage and gospel of the
Son.